Long post ahoy~
Not sure if anyone has noticed but I've been posting alot less photos this year despite the fact that the number of my shoots have been increasing compared to last year. Partially because I'm taking forever to edit photos now because of my workload and partially because I'm getting increasingly picky about my photos.
Hit a sort of stagnant point in the hobby towards the end of last year where I just felt that I wasn't really good enough anymore. I still wanted to continue though because I really do love cosplaying, making the costumes, planning for shoots, doing stuff with my friends in the circle. But for the longest time I felt that I was missing something in my photos. I think possibly because many of my plans were things that I did because I wanted to feel part of a group or because I had the items, it was easy. In summary, was pretty much doing alot of cosplays that I didn't really have my heart in.
I've been feeling somewhat isolated and apart from the