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Shirui by ItachisOkami Shirui :iconitachisokami:ItachisOkami 19 6 And Suddenly...:3 by ItachisOkami And Suddenly...:3 :iconitachisokami:ItachisOkami 3 22 Food by ItachisOkami Food :iconitachisokami:ItachisOkami 1 13 I really have no idea. by ItachisOkami I really have no idea. :iconitachisokami:ItachisOkami 10 26 Hall of Mirrors by ItachisOkami Hall of Mirrors :iconitachisokami:ItachisOkami 9 9
Dec. 31
Journal 278
I'm being ripped apart form the inside out. He almost found out once and in a way, I'm happy he didn't, but it's getting harder to hide.
It is the flaw of my mother's blood. But she refused to die like that. She made sure her body was not taken, but since the curse had to continue, it took something else. Her sanity.
He loves me. I know he does. I see the pain in his eyes when I have the faintest problem. And I love him. I do, but I can't tell him about this. It's what hurts the most.
Fayore healed me, delayed this sickness the first time, but even she didn't see this coming. I don't even think my father did.
Akuma and Amy have been spared from my mother's curse, but not I. The reason : I am defying my nature. I am the ruler of darkness and rage. All things that cause sin and unhappiness.
It all changed when I met him. He's the reason I'm how I am now. I don't blame him. Far from it. I'm thanking him. If it wasn't for him, I would have never been this happy. This complete.
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Jun. 30
Journal 257
Seth left home today. I can still remember the first time in hell that I told Baru. He snatched me so fast it scared me into showing him. I was stupid to think he'd ever hurt me.
He's been such a good daddy and I know he'd proud of Seth. In all the years I have lived I never imagined being a 'mother'. But now I find myself with more than 9 and another on the way. Nemu was healed by someone Baru knows and I will always be in his debt. My little Nemu will finally be able to run around and smile again.
I sense my powers dwindling, I know I sleep a little longer and I know Baru hasn't really noticed. My Baru. That little softball. He pretends to be all badass, and when the time comes he can be, but he's the same person who curls up with me in bed and misses me when I leave.
I wish I hadn't met him sometimes. I know it's going to hurt him and he's going to blame himself, but I have no more power over my death than he does.
I have already made arrangements and he will be cared fo
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Sep. 13
Journal 224
I've met Baru again. That dragon has softened. Our meeting was 'violent', to summarize it as kindly as possible, but somehow I don't regret it. Looking back, I know I've had a fucked up life. I've been used, beaten, taking in more ways than one, and cursed more times than I can ever count.But seeing Baru now, I think these things are nothing compared to what I'm going threw at this moment.
The day after we met, we acted as if nothing had happened. Sure it was awkward at first but somehow, after a bath in the hot springs and a warm meal, we ended up in bed again, just holding and nuzzling into each other.
I should be smarter. I should have left that night, but as I look at him sleeping there and remember his soft words in my ear and his gentle embrace, I know I can't. He's just something I don't want to give up. I should be used to not getting the things I want but the thought of losing him hurts more than any flesh wound. So for now, I'll be selfish, for the first time in m
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Aug. 21
Journal 197
Still the war continues. Still Lucifer craves Despair. I wonder how the men would react if they found out about leader's love quarrel. In all this time I wouldn't have imagined that Lucifer would be owned by anyone. Even if he is just a weakling.
Despair met with him last night and it almost makes me pity Lucifer. The pain in his eyes, his voice cracking as if he tried to keep from crying, if that's even possible. It was sorrowful, to say the least. But Despair only shoved him away again.
No wonder Lucifer started this war.... He wants Despair to notice him again, in a pretty futile attempt, to love him. I learned that humans 'cheat' on another, thought the term still confuses me. But then again, humans always were odd, as if thinking life was a game. But this 'cheating' is to sleep or show affection with someone other than your beloved.
I don't know the exact details, but Lucifer was caught by Despair in the arms of another. I doubt Lucifer meant any offense by it. He love
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Shirui sighed, waiting silently as Hero went for a swim. The thoughts he had been hiding came  back to him in a rush. The first day they had met...
It had been simple enough. They paths had just collided and they should have just brushed themselves off and continued on their way. But no. They were stuck on the same road now, in a relationship that he was sure wouldn't work out. Hero was a Siren. Siren only had momentary lovers and Okamis...Okamis were eternal. They would never love another as long as they met their true mate.
He sighed, resting his head in his hands. They were doomed to failure yet he stuck around anyway. If he had any sense then he would leave this very second. He must be a masochist. A big masochist. But if there was one thing Shirui wasn't, it was a coward. He's face anything until the problem was solved. Even if the solution was as simple as leaving, he wouldn't. Hero would have to make the first move.
Time seemed to move by so slowly, resting on a rock s
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Nov. 28
Journal 84
The writing was shaky, light as if too much pressure would damage the page.
I can hardly write. Everything hurts. My palms have been branded. My tongue pierced. The golden bands are now around my arms, wrists, neck, and ankles. I'm nothing anymore. The prince of the most powerful race is gone. I'm nothing but a common whore. A lowly slave used for pleasure.
A breeder.
The gods don't care and they won't start now. I barely managed to keep Aku from this fate.
I guess I was right about Anui all along. She's made me feel so dirty yet her hadn't didn't touch me. I haven't been broken in yet but I know that it won't last for long.
Yesterday, I cursed my body for being able to heal. It's as if I can still feel the hot iron searing my palms over and over because it didn't mark the first time.
I resisted and that only made it worse. I can't see straight. They've hit me so hard and my head feels as if it'll never hold another thought again. I can't take this pain anymore.
I nee
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Jan. 5
Journal 52
That idiot! I'm so close to strangling him at this point that I can almost feel his throat in my hands! Aku actually had the nerve to bring a dragon here! He must be insane. It's the only explanation.
Baru seems nice enough but he's not meant for a world where your worst nightmare is your best friend. Where your enemy is your mother. And where your most loved person is gone forever. He shouldn't be with Aku or any other Okami.
Not that I bare any ill-will towards any dragon, and I despise seeing people unhappy, but I hope Aku is just using him. I hope he's just a replacement for mother. A temporary replacement.
This has to end soon. I can't have Aku causing a riot, or worse, a war because he's 'in love'. And I really do pray that Baru has enough sense, or atleast more sense than my brother, and walks away.
What's even worse? Aku made me swear I would never take Baru away form him. As if I was that low. I have no time for relationships. I'm too busy making sure we stay
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Oct. 19
Journal 33
Akuma and I have started out training today. He seemed excited, like a puppy all over again. I'm glad to see him smiling. It's almost as if Anui doesn't exist. It's comforting.
We stopped at a small village. It's surrounded by a forest and fields of wildflowers and mountains. A perfect place to relax for our kind. Wild and peaceful. It smells like roses alot of the time, and in the morning, the mountain tops glow red and orange with the sun. It's beautiful.
I can smell some kind of dragon around though. I have too much work to do to completely worry about Akuma. Tomorrow I have to warn him, but for now I'll let him sleep. Until then, I have to track down a lesser and make sure the humans don't get involved, or eaten.
I wish life wasn't so complicated. I wish Mother was back. She made everything simple. How she made everything that was, and everything that wasn't. I can still hear her voice on the wind sometimes. Feel her soft touch in my sleep when I'm about to wake.
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1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? Not really since I have a husband.

2.When did your last hug take place? With my daughter less than 5 minutes ago when I put her down for her nap.

3.Are you a jealous person? Not really. I have enough confidence in myself to not think I'm not good enough.

4.Are you tired right now? Yes. Very. But my sweet tooth demands to be satisfied and I miss my Kain too much.

5.Do you chew on your straws? I try not to, but if I get distracted, yes.

6.Have you ever been called a tease? Yes, but only for one person.

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? Yes. It was.....amazing....

8.Do you cry easily? I'm a bit more emotional that most so sometimes.

9.What should you be doing right now? Well I should be trying to get some sleep but I missed Kain too much so I started doing this.

10.Are you a heavy sleeper? Depends what tired me out in the previous hours.

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? Yes. I have since I was 14.

12.Are you mad at someone right now? No. Why would I be?

13.Do you believe in love? Yes. Definately.

14.What makes you laugh no matter what? One of my babies touches my nose with their paws.

15.Who was the last person you talked to? My baby Nia. She needed her lullaby.

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like? All the time. Usually I get lightheaded and breathless. He just...makes my whole world complete.

17.Will you get married? I am married.

18.When was the last time you smiled? Anytime I think of Kain or my babies.

19.Does anyone like you? Kain thankfully :3

20.Do you secretly like someone? No. I love Kain openly.

21.Who was the first person you talked to today? Kain. The conversation was.....intense. :HOMGblush: by cindre

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Kain. It's that that he has advice, but that he listens without judging me. I couldn't do anything without him.

23.What are you NOT looking forward to? Seeing my babies grow up and not needing me anymore.

24.What ARE you looking forward to? Going on a family vacation to somewhere fun.

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? Yes. Kain. And it makes me want to cry every time. I love the crack in his voice when he says it.

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? Nothing. Even if I did have an ex, which I don't, it's none of my business what they do with their lives.

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year? Not unless Kain is planning on moving somewhere that I am not aware about.

28.Are you a forgiving person? Yes. It isn't in my nature to hold a grudge but I do learn from my mistakes.

29.How many TRUE friends do you have? A good few and I love all of them.

30.Do you fall for people easily? No. The situation with Kain was....once in a lifetime.

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex's best friend? No considering I've never broken up with Kain and I couldn't imagine loving anyone besides him.

32.What's the last thing you put in your mouth? The breakfast I had 5 minutes ago thankfully or I wouldn't have answered my question... :tardblush: by plangkye

33.Who was the last person you drove with? I don't drive. Cars kind of freak me out.

34.How late did you stay up last night and why? since 10 this morning and for....personal reasons :blush: v1 by Kiyi-chan

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? Location doesn't really matter to me as long as I have my Kain, but I would like somewhere were I could walk through a field of flowers once in a while.

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of? My Kain sleeping. He looks so adorable when he does. But I'll never tell him.

37.Can you live a day without TV? Definately. I despise that noisy, flashing box of pictures.

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? When Kain had to continue on his rounds instead of coming home....

39.Three names you go by. Kai, Gataki, and Love from my Kain~

40.Are you currently in a relationship? Yes, happily.

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie? I don't really like romance movies. I find it sad that they have to act out such a bittersweet emotion.

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? Of course. That everyone meets their sou-mate, no. But I found Kain so anything is possible.

43.What's your current problem? That my baby cannot stay asleep for more than an hour it seems.

44.Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes, once. But I do not blame him for it.

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships? VERY painful. If I hadn't had my babies with me, I don't know what I would have done with Kain gone for so long. I don't think I would have had the heart to wait for him...

46.How many kids do you want to have? I always wanted to have as many as possible but I already have 5 so....

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? Yes, especially Kain when we were first together. He was....EXCEPTIONALLY intimidating to say the least.
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SolitaryMercenary Featured By Owner Edited Mar 26, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey how are you?
Do you still RP ^3^
ItachisOkami Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2019
Everyday lol. How've you been?
CrimsonnReign Featured By Owner May 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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Chibi by Rejuch  
Taralen Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the watch! I'm honored! :D
Rocioo Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2015  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the watch! :glomp:
Animaker131 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! Much appreciated. ^v^
Marvolo-san Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday :airborne::cake::airborne:
ItachisOkami Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015
Thank you so much hun that's so sweet of you!
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