Hey fellas, as you read this, you might notice, that I am not dead and in fact moving
My inactivity here was due to some stuff I had to sort out with myself which completely took my drawing joy for several months. I don't really want to go into detail, I just want you to know that I couldn't draw for this account; whenever I tried to, which was really often, it looked like the stuff I had been drawing five years ago (--> terrible) and left me in some state of uncomfortable despair because I just couldn't
. Major art block.
So I thought I might try something and opened a new account, just to see how things go, and it actually worked.
Now I am ready to change my account, although I could never fully delete or even abandon this account, because there are too many memories connected (the awesome people I met which I know that I am talking about them).
It was just that I didn't seem to have enough strength to do anything on here and I hope you guys understand.
Opening up requests seemed like a good idea to force me to draw, but as you could see, I still didn't upload them (but I am working at them right now so I can finally rest, you know?). Anyways, they will be uploaded on this account asap, and maybe some other drawings in the future.
I still hope that you can forgive me for all my selfishness in the last months. I just needed a new start, because it makes me feel like I cleaned up a bit of the mess around me. (This probably doesn't make much sense to you, but maybe you do understand.)
Well, long story short! Here is my new account!aturahil.deviantart.com/