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"Come to the Stir of Shadows"

Copyrighted ©2017 by Mark-Cavazos-Collective Art Gallery.
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Photography by: Remi De Lino
Model: Mark Cavazos (Me)

"Here is the tragedy: When you are the victim of depression, not only do you feel utterly helpless and abandoned by the world, you also know that very few people can understand, or even begin to believe, that life can be this painful. There is nothing I can think of that is quite as isolating as this-" Giles Andreae

"Come to the Stir of Shadows, to pray with them tonight..."

Noted Quote: "You have wakened not out of sleep, but into a prior dream, and that dream lies within another, and so on, to infinity, which is the number of grains of sand. The path that you are to take is endless, and you will die before you have truly awakened.”
Jorge Luis Borges

A WRITING VISUAL FOR: "FOLLOWING INTO SLEEP"
A LUCID DREAM: TITLE - "Too Early to wake Cycle" 4/23/2016
By: Mark Cavazos

(( I started hearing that cold Lighthouse music from ...those other memories soundtrack. It sounded all too familiar. Made from rather, in the final part from the background. Running dragging deep steps into the snow, quick as I could to the end of the Lighthouse to receive the final sequence of the chapter to the end. That's the "WHITE EVP NOISE" We shall call this from now on. As it grew louder, the closer I came to the Lighthouse dragging my feet in the icy cold snow. The air and atmosphere down hit me heavier and the freezing relentless wind screamed mercilessly in my face. I was asleep in a bed so suddenly from what happened, seemed to be like a bottom of a 2nd bunk bed. No hinges or railings on the side of it. I woke up to the sound of a dog barking, the dog that was barking at loud sounded like mine. My health serviced dog, Golden Retriever Dotty. It WAS. I came to realize. However, in this dream something was more different about her she was even more larger, stronger, bold, aggressive, courageous and fierce. Extremely aggressive! Almost, fully like a trained Guard Dog serviced dog. Same personality. Something seemed different. Not right? She was barking for me to stop running towards the lighthouse. Warning me to stop. Trying to awaken me? I heard the barking now distant and the EVP White Noise playing a lovely melodic sound. Hypnotic. While I would think like my trance hit me once again ....no it couldn't be calling out to me? Reks? A toy machine? From the Lighthouse? I was getting closer to it. It played a "Halloween Type Music Theme"???? I got out of bed. I got to the Lighthouse door finally. Saw Reks? I don't know why!? I opened the door. It was difficult to open, the door handle was like an icicle. Finally slamming it upward to budge, I pushed it violently open and ran up the Lighthouse stairs. It was dark. Felt like a Freezer inside. The EVP NOISE suddenly stopped? No longer any noise whatsoever. "Something" was up there with Reks?? I hurried up the Spiral Staircase. I got up off the railing suddenly. My eyes opened. Dammit! I couldn't get back in. My lucidity was wearing off and this dream was finding its way in an intensified mode. Something was waiting for me? I needed to know what it was??? I got up off the bunk bed. Cold, I moved around. I walked around for a bit to find that I instantly stepped into a hole and slid into a warp hole tunnel. I woke up... ))




-Mark Cavazos performs -"Stir of Shadows"-

This is a song track on Bandcamp.com, press play. Prepared to be drifted away...this song track is part of the art piece and photograph.


"Stir of Shadows"-

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This album is so depressing to me when you made me a handmade copy for the Holiday, I love it and don't like it at the same time. Mainly because I hate to hear you so sad in your songs. But this track and your voice is so beautiful and flows in such a soothing way. So calm in peaceful. Yet it still makes me feel awful for you. :( Don't be sad please, life is beautiful. You'll get through it all. I should try and take my Own advice too lol, but we seem to always see the ugly pasts and traumas that haunt us in Life. That never seems to go away. I guess, you're right that some people are meant to suffer more than others.

But you've shown me many ways to deal with myself too and find hope in myself. To look at all angles to appreciate and embrace Spirituality in all Life. You found your calling. I love you for this! I love you period, my dearest friend. :huggle: You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. Of a person and in Life. :blackrose: Pixel Icon - Luna Moth 
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You helped me overcome that moment of Season. So this was effective and therapeutic, when this was made. I meant for it on my Own personal terms to be this way. But it appears many others had looked "into it", as much as I didn't notice they would or could in other ways to their self terms as well. This is something that made me appreciate that I made an impact to others. I seem to have touched many with these recordings.

As to helping you, it shows it. And in Life. I'm not sad or depressed, it's more expressive intra via through the music (of course). This helped me naturally heal. I needed this. Many did. This is what was needed to be. This had to be what it was and it just somehow came together.
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