I probably will just keep working at Ilphala and Clouds Mother.
Since I have seen gorgouse Lucrecia and Elmyra attempts.
Despite probably some thoughts I have never stopped trying to improve in that field but had a lot of fall backs in reallife.
Also some months in which I couldn't progress in anything creative at all. I had to sort some things out that were more important for my sole survival as a person.
Ilphala was already pretty far done, I am still working on improving Clouds Mom. Which still will take me a while since, heck I am not good with facials.
I might just finish the models and put them up for others to try give them facials if I keep messing that part up.
I would just ask for people to credit me for editing and creating the needed parts for them.