I already hate this day, I wish to head home and I keep getting yelled out for not having fun, what can I say? I hate the beach, sun, and waters. I wasn't happen when I been woke up, my mother thinks she's gonna make me stay up and awake with others on this "GREAT" time of the year. God please kill me for now. I wish others could feel what I can feel right, that only child who loves the cold fresh air of the winter and beauty of the dying plants all around, the snow that falls from the skies. Autumn is another great time of the year other than summer in my own opinion. Spring is bland and awful, plus with this years weather it was hotter than expected. I hated it. This is all I got to say for now, thanks for listening if anyone does see this. I don't know, first entries and this is a journal log so I bet nobody can see this. Hang in there Michael.