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You were the sun in my sky
Even when the stars all died
You were gonna make me shine
You made me shine 'cause

I was born forever your guide
For all of my life
...was gonna be by your side

And I'd be there when you fall, yeah
And there was no pain at all

And I was your shelter
Your shelter from the storm
Yeah always was your shelter
I'd be there if you fall
And if you walked a lonely road
Know that you weren't alone
Cos I was your shelter
Your shelter from the storm

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But times have changed, you're now gone
This sun's burned out, no more dawn
It's time to close out this song
A new song starts cause

Though this shelter is foreclosed,
I'm proud of the path you chose
You're strong; combat those woes

Still, I'll be there when you fall, yeah
And they'll be no pain at all

And I'll be your shelter
Your shelter from the storm
Yeah always be your shelter
I'll be there if you fall
And if you walk a lonely road
Know that you're not alone
Cos still here, is your shelter,
your shelter from the storm.


(Parody to Dash Berlin - Shelter)
We may be out of contact again. It may have been 4 months. But I am not giving up on you.
My love for you still burns bright and burns deep <3 .
Someday, we will talk again.

Someday, I will give you what no one else has ever given you before... love, support, trust, understanding, compassion, and happiness.

Someday, you won't need to starve yourself anymore.
Someday, you won't need to harm yourself anymore nor consider suicide.
Someday, you won't need to fear anymore.
I will be there for you through everything.
Someday, I will see that beautiful smile of yours that tells the world that for once, you are happy. <3
And I'll be there when you fall,
And they'll be no pain at all.

And I'll be your shelter,
Your shelter from the storm.
I'll always be your shelter;
I'll be there if you fall.

And if you walk a lonely road,
Know that you're not alone.
Because I'll be your shelter,
Your shelter from the storm!

-Dash Berlin - Shelter

(I miss you so much... I hope you're okay...)
  • Listening to: Dash Berlin - Shelter
It sucks to feel like you're trapped... that you have no control over the things in your life you feel you should have control. If sex is not a need (which it is not... no one is entitled to sex and no one has to give someone "dying" without sex sex), then I should be able to control when I do and do not get sexually aroused. But I can't... because it's a "normal" body function.

Someone make me asexual already please. I'm tired of living like this.

...and it sucks that you have not heard from your girlfriend again for over 2 months and fear the very real possibilities that she could be in danger and is getting assaulted.
...Please just come back... I want to know you're okay. I want to be in touch with you again. I want to be able to be there for you :(
That moment when you're a 24 year old single virgin guy with a sex drive so high you wish someone would just come over, kiss you deeply, and just fuck you [out of your misery]. But you know that's not going to happen because you're not the kind of guy women want, you're unattractive, and nor are you the kind of guy to be so open to just let anyone fuck you.

Yet, your body is a ticking time bomb... and over time, your muscles get worse and worse... cramping up easily if you put too much force on them, use them for too long, or move them the wrong way. And you know soon you won't even be physically capable for sex anymore... and all hope will be lost in knowing what it's like to share that special moment with a special someone (if it isn't already). No, your doctors can't help either because they can't figure out what's wrong.

So yeah... that's how I've been feeling lately... it's not pleasant. I just wish a doctor can put me out of this misery and give me chemical castration or something because who would want me anyway? But they're not going to do that unless I'm a sex predator. And I'd rather... literally rather... be murdered than be a sex predator.
I've been very quiet here on DeviantART and I sincerely apologize for that. There are a number of reasons why I've been very quiet. I've been focusing on my job, been working on other hobbies, and been trying to think deep about myself.

I'm not the kind of person I used to be several months ago... and that's a bad thing. I used to be this guy who would fight for love... someone who would do anything to make sure others felt loved and wanted. But ever since several events, I've thrown up my guards and my walls. These guards and walls have sheltered me. I feel like I need to act like an asshole in order to keep people from messing with me, even though I know that's not true. I need to get myself back on track... I need to become the person I used to be before all this... the guy who would love anyone... the guy who would be open ears and open arms for anyone who needed a friend. I will never be truly happy again until I can touch the lives of others... make them feel loved... touch their hearts under all the rocky walls... hold them tight while they cry out their distress.

Oh, what I'd do to be the real me again!
Hi guys. Quick update.

First off, there will be no new Leon's Portal chapters no deviations from me for another week due to some things I have to get done.

Secondly, I just want to say I really wish I could go back in time a couple years and still have the friendships I had in the past here on DeviantART and on Skype. I miss those times. But sadly they are now gone and I don't really have any truly close internet friends... except maybe one but even he and I don't talk as much anymore.

Good times must come to an end I guess.
Hey guys!

If you haven't already, I strongly encourage you to check out my new story WIP called "Leon's Portal". I have chapters 0.1-0.5 published on my DeviantART (please read in order or you will not make sense of it. Each chapter part is quite short and only takes about 5-10 minutes to read depending on your speed.).

The story is about an original My Little Pony character who somehow ends up on Earth because she feels both Earth and Equestria is in grave danger. The story is labeled as science fiction, but to be honest, the story has elements of non-fiction in it as well. Consider it a "fiction meets non-fiction" type of story.

I unfortunately can't release any more details about this story at this time because I like building mystery and suspense in my readers... so I'll only tell what has already been released in the stories. So please do check it out.

This story will be in direct connection with the role playing universe I am constructing and will eventually have a website for ( leonsportal.org ) . Canon role plays that happen on that site will become a part of the actual story.

Due to deviation limits in some of the groups on DA, I do not think I'll release any more parts of this story for another week.

Also I want to stress the following: Even though the origins of this story are from the My Little Pony Universe, this story is not a Brony story, nor will the Leon's Portal RP Universe be a brony/MLP universe. The universe / story will incorporate several fictional universes. Again, it's a "fiction meets non-fiction" story.
Greetings everyone.

Your help is wanted. A few of us want to begin a new role playing website. No, it won't be for My Little Pony. It will be a mixed fandom role playing website with a special focus on one specific fandom: One that we create. We're thinking of making this RP fandom be a crossover of Code Lyoko with a lot of differences... but same basic principle: There's a supervirus wanting to infect the world.

Since the RP world will be fairly complex, this website will feature a wiki for its canon, one where users can submit suggestions to add on or improve the canon of the RP fandom. Every so often (I'm thinking once per week), game masters will host canon-official role plays centered around this universe.

The official universe will combine two types of role play... one centered around narratives and one centered around "dice rolling" to determine outcomes (which will include game masters)... to add twists and variability to these role plays as well as prevent over powering and god modding.

Users on the site will be able to submit characters for the role playing universe as well, complete with profiles and combat stats.

The website won't just be for this specific canon; it will allow for unofficial canon role plays as well as role plays from other fandoms.

In addition to wikis, the website will feature some social tools as well so users can socialize with each other and rack up points which can be used to buy power-ups and other things for the official canon role plays.

If interested in helping, or if you have any questions, please contact me here on DeviantART. We need site staff (developers, moderators) as well as game masters.
Greetings everyone.

Your help is wanted. A few of us want to begin a new role playing website. No, it won't be for My Little Pony. It will be a mixed fandom role playing website with a special focus on one specific fandom: One that we create. We're thinking of making this RP fandom be a crossover of Code Lyoko with a lot of differences... but same basic principle: There's a supervirus wanting to infect the world.

Since the RP world will be fairly complex, this website will feature a wiki for its canon, one where users can submit suggestions to add on or improve the canon of the RP fandom. Every so often (I'm thinking once per week), game masters will host canon-official role plays centered around this universe.

The official universe will combine two types of role play... one centered around narratives and one centered around "dice rolling" to determine outcomes (which will include game masters)... to add twists and variability to these role plays as well as prevent over powering and god modding.

Users on the site will be able to submit characters for the role playing universe as well, complete with profiles and combat stats.

The website won't just be for this specific canon; it will allow for unofficial canon role plays as well as role plays from other fandoms.

In addition to wikis, the website will feature some social tools as well so users can socialize with each other and rack up points which can be used to buy power-ups and other things for the official canon role plays.

If interested in helping, or if you have any questions, please contact me here on DeviantART. We need site staff (developers, moderators) as well as game masters.
Greetings everyone.

Your help is wanted. A few of us want to begin a new role playing website. No, it won't be for My Little Pony. It will be a mixed fandom role playing website with a special focus on one specific fandom: One that we create. We're thinking of making this RP fandom be a crossover of Code Lyoko with a lot of differences... but same basic principle: There's a supervirus wanting to infect the world.

Since the RP world will be fairly complex, this website will feature a wiki for its canon, one where users can submit suggestions to add on or improve the canon of the RP fandom. Every so often (I'm thinking once per week), game masters will host canon-official role plays centered around this universe.

The official universe will combine two types of role play... one centered around narratives and one centered around "dice rolling" to determine outcomes (which will include game masters)... to add twists and variability to these role plays as well as prevent over powering and god modding.

Users on the site will be able to submit characters for the role playing universe as well, complete with profiles and combat stats.

The website won't just be for this specific canon; it will allow for unofficial canon role plays as well as role plays from other fandoms.

In addition to wikis, the website will feature some social tools as well so users can socialize with each other and rack up points which can be used to buy power-ups and other things for the official canon role plays.

If interested in helping, or if you have any questions, please contact me here on DeviantART. We need site staff (developers, moderators) as well as game masters.
Well, I think one of the good sides to leaving the fandom is all the free time I'm now going to have because I'm not spending it on MLP sites nor helping to run any MLP sites. So maybe now I'll be more active here on DeviantART... maybe.
This is an announcement that I have officially left the Brony and MLP fandom. After what had happened today, the last straw was pulled. I'm fed up with the fandom and the people inside it. I wish to no longer be a part of this cult anymore. The people in the Brony fandom are nothing but horny disloyal bullying "children" who don't even live up to the motto of the fandom nor the messages portrayed within the My Little Pony show itself.

As a result, my character Lovinity Hearts shall be known to all as officially dead, and the 5 other OCs have vanished. I will no longer accept any form of MLP role playing nor will I be associated with the fandom in any way. My radio show The Wonderbronies will be canceled permanently too.

Thank you to the very few who remained true to me and loyal to me. As for the rest of you, suck my middle finger.
Hi guys!

Really sorry for dropping off the face of DA. I've been very busy with school, work, and other projects that I have not had time to continue writing here lately. Hopefully you'll see a piece from me every now and then. I just purchased a writing app. I love making up stories using a few random ideas tossed at me. So look for that.

Anyway on to my main point. I'm considering changing my DA name to the name of my pony, Lovinity Hearts, given I'm most active in the Brony community than in any other internet community. It would be easier for others to identify me by her name rather than infinitelove143. What are your thoughts?
Taken from the show's website at lovinity.org/radio_wonderbroni… :

--snip--
The Wonderbronies is a new Brony show hosted by Lovinity Hearts and The Brony Critic. It is set to begin with a pre-season episode on February 15th at 8pm EST, and then weekly shows starting one week before the Season 5 premiere of MLP, sundays at 8pm EST. On the show, we will be giving in-depth reviews and critique on My Little Pony episodes. But not only that, we will also be reviewing and critiquing some of the Brony works as well, from fanfics to animations to art and more. We will also be inviting some famous Bronies on the show as well as some Bronies looking to just get some exposure. And finally, we will be playing Brony music, both popular and ones deserving a listen to.

The show will be hosted on a Google Hangouts which will be streamed live through Lovinity Community radio. This allows others to request to, and be, a guest on the show fairly easily. In addition, our past episodes will be available for listening from our website or from a podcast feed. Also, our radio track requesting system will allow you to request Brony tracks you want to hear during our show on our website. And finally, we will allow Bronies and Brony organizations to correlate with us and have underwriting during the show for a small donation to support the radio station. This will allow Bronies to get more exposure, whether it'd be for their music, services, cause, or just them in general. And in return these donations will help us keep the website and radio running.
--snip--

Be sure to check it out! I am hosting this show and it will be co-hosted by my friend, the Brony Critic / Film Reel. It's already gained some attention from Bronydom Network and Equestria Daily, with hopes of getting attention also from MLP Forums, Legends of Equestria, the Squares, and Ponyville Live.
Hi guys!

Lately I've been feeling a little down but still doing alright. I mean the usual is there but I've lately been really thinking about my talents. I want to get my pony, Lovinity, out there and involved in the community a lot more than she is (such as in stories, comics, animations, role plays, mascot or role model maybe). She represents a dear trait of mine and that is the belief in infinite love. And I want her to be an influence in the community, spreading awareness of the power of unconditional love and friendship.

But sadly I'm not an artist, animator, musician, or popular public figure in the Brony community. The most fame I have in the community is for being one of the admins / team leaders for the Ponysquare role playing website and Bronysquare social networking website. Outside of that, I am not well known. Every project I've attempted gets little to no attention. I just don't have the talent to get things out there nor do I have the talent to be known.

...nor do I have the time or money.

Does anyone have any ideas or suggestions for me to help me get Lovinity out there in the Brony / Pony community (and even beyond that maybe)?
Hi guys!

I'm looking for someone to commission to make me pony art. I'm looking for someone who can draw Lovinity (my pony) as an Equestria Girls character, and I'm also looking for someone who can draw her doing a sexy / flirty / cute but safe-for-work pose.

Contact me if interested. I will start my offer out at $5-$10 per picture depending on your quality. Contact me if interested.

This is Lovinity: <da:thumb id="479321560"/> (thanks to the artist for the generous freely-given contribution)
I just don't like wearing pants nor shorts anymore when I go out places. Sure maybe in the freezing cold they come in handy to keep my legs warm, and also they prevent the ability for others to see my privates, but honestly for the most part they are annoying. They prevent my legs from getting the air they need, especially when I'm hot. They get in the way sometimes when I'm riding my bike (long pants get caught on the petals, and shorts hurt my upper legs if I happen to be sitting and pressing on the edges of them).
And don't get me started on underwear. They make my privates sweat, and it's just... uncomfortable. My you-know-what doesn't seem to want to stay inside my underwear... and often the underwear will move mostly over to one side, causing my you-know-what to dangle free and get caught.

So when I can, I don't bother wearing pants nor underwear anymore when I go out places. Instead I just wear my shoes, my shirt, and that black kilt I got that I think looks fabulous! (... and if you thought I went around naked, congratulations you are now a perv like me hehe.)

My legs and privates get the air they need. They don't sweat. And honestly my kilt (along with long black socks and my Nike shoes) for some reason is a confidence booster when it comes to my thoughts on my self-image. I feel a tad more sexy and I feel like I look a little better than I do in regular clothes. I dunno if it's true, but eh *shrug*.
Hi guys sorry for the long period between updates.

First and foremost, I now have a new home in Miamisburg, Ohio. And boy biking 6-8 miles per day can wear you out, let me tell you. But I'm liking it here with my room mate. She's pretty nice, though I'm still shy. Only major issue is that I need to figure out how to keep my weight up with my very tight budget and all the biking I'm doing. I may just have to accept the fact I'll lose weight.

Next big news, The Lovinity pony plush I purchased in May is complete and I LOOOOOOVE it!!! Take a look at cinnamon-stitch.deviantart.com… . Cinnamon did such a wonderful job... and I cannot wait to receive her in the mail <333

Also I had bought a kilt because it's too hot for my regular pants. And well... I want to see if it's true that men think they're very comfortable. And they look neat too ^^. 

I've been very busy with class and had also been promoted to an admin (Public Relations co-leader) on Ponysquare. So that job has very busy for me. But I like it.

Nothing else to report for now. ^^
Well now so I'm trying to learn how to ride a bicycle now (I never knew how to ride one). Sunday was a good practice session. I managed to get rolling in about 30 minutes, and when I did I was able to quickly learn to go over speed bumps, and go up and down a moderate hill. My biggest challenge so far is starting the bike from a stop position. I can't seem to get both feet on the pedals quick enough, and I end up having to try again. At least I didn't fall.

But one thing is for sure: I am sore! Either something is wrong with the bike seat or I'm not sitting in it right, but boy do my ***** hurt! Definitely not biking today.

But why learn now? I just got a place to live! FINALLY! Downside is the place is 4 miles away from a bus stop, so I need to ride a bike to and from it.

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So Cinnamon just posted a picture of plush fabric, with one of them including Lovinity's, if you wish to check it out to see how the plush is coming along... it's cinnamon-stitch on DA.

Other than that, I need to put my chapter stories of Lovinity's Chakra Magic up on here.