I can relate, I say a lot of things that rub people the wrong way. xD
I absolutely agree that the sun is conscious. It's very paternal, the archetype of force seeking expression through the form below it, through our galaxy. "As above, so below." Therefore it is reflecting that which is above it, the divine force, consciousness, love and light which is expanding, creating our universe. So through form, us beings, the sun is creating the downward equation, and by returning form into force, we are initiating the cycle of return. I perceive the sun as god and the moon as the goddess, I always try to align myself with the cycles of nature and forever revere our connection to them.