A bit of a confession
Some of you may be wondering why I seem to be the loner type of person who doesn't socialize much. Well, I have the answer to that. Its a combination of shyness that I have had since I was a child, and being afraid to talk to someone in general. Even with people I know I can trust talking to, I still cower away and I can almost never bring myself to speak to them. Its not anything new either, I have been this way since High School. A combination of various events that occurred in High School pretty much destroyed any confidence I had to speak up later on in my life, and it gave me Glossophobia as a result. I don't have any problems speaking to others, but I never know what to talk about, and often times, I come off as awkward whenever I try to speak.
Sadly, I don't think there is anything that can be done about it either, since I don't have anyone in my personal life to socialize with. That's why I often times don't ask to be in sessions with others, because I'm afraid of what the indi