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Free Verse by iloveanimecartoons Original March 13, 2008 I can't help but to think of you You're my cup of tea I dreamt of… Warm breezes Blues skies Soft grass & you… Surrounded in comfort Your arms are all-encompassing To feel never felt so real Fairy tales do come true My friends don't quite understand Do I? Do I really? You're my reality And a mystery And there's always so much to learn The depths of you… Unfathomable Are you real? Are you? You take over my thoughts I adore every inch of you Reciprocations' a beautiful thing Thanks for sharing your world with me

When My No Means Yes by iloveanimecartoons Verse 1 I've gotta be honest There's a room deep inside my heart named Go Away But there's a closet locked in that room saying “Please, stay” But you don't hear me You see, I want the ultimate I want the perfect love that's as good as it gets But the sad thing is that I just won't let it flow I've got to let it go And say that damn word No Chorus I've been biting my tongue with my heart in pain `Cause this loneliness is a loser's game But, then again, the heartache is such a crying shame I can't win, I guess And the closer I feel in my heart for you It gets harder to say how I'm feeling Truly, you...

All the Shades of You—A Memoriam by iloveanimecartoons Original Version Spring 2006 Revision June 30, 2008 In life, change comes and not always the way we'd prefer Thinking of those who have been a strength, a hand-up, a friend and a lover a confidant, a teach, a significant other Thinking of them gone can be overwhelming at the least But we have oh so many memories… The lessons we've learned from life and death The things we gain from others before they take their last breath Will stand as a memorial of a person and their legacy The wisdom passed on from you to me How I've been changed from just knowing you Certain personality traits are ...

S p e a k E a s y by iloveanimecartoons April 22, 1998 Hola, mi personas! Greetings! Good evening, Ladies & Gentlemen! Guys & Gals! Cats & Kittens! Dudes & Dudettes! Today, our forum will be laid back An open place where we can express all thoughts in any way, shape or form We can talk, in elemental terms, or take a break from the norm Feel free to kick a couple Ebonics Street slang may be your thang Or go serious, cynical Probing (analytical) Socio-political Sarcastic's not too drastic And intelligent isn't seen as irrelevant We can take to mind cliché today and follow it with Food for Thought, too …if you think you ought to It's not inan...

How It FeelsTo "Feel" by iloveanimecartoons Original March 10, 2008 I…remember this…this connection we share This…haven of comfort and abundance of care It's familiar yet not the same—yours is a wonder all its own And now, I can't so back to “just me” It's no longer the comfort I made it to be You've weaved your heart to mine so intricately I can no longer bear to be alone I hadn't thought about it in such a long time…to me, it became “not a big deal” This giving up and giving in and giving back thing, too surreal By making me my own be all and end all It worked well enough to soften the blows each time I'd fall My impenetrable armor, my s...

Losing Me Original by iloveanimecartoons Wednesday, September 23, 2009 Revision Thursday September 24, 2009 Thunder Thighs are quieting down What ever happened to that occasional ache in my chest? Losing weight, losing inches—sometimes losing my mind Even losing mass in my breasts (Good Heavens!) Go fig—my body's a strange beast, lately An on-going carnival in my honor and the roller coaster is always free As I plan and perpetrate and my weight lose fluctuates Losing weight, now I think on it, means losing me Was it weird to find an odd comfort in my own pre-cushioned state? The way my body conformed to the bed, couch, pillow, chair Applau...

It's Over by iloveanimecartoons Original January 12, 2008 Revision June 6, 2008 As I lay, feeling lightheaded and heavy, I think `Wow…the breath lingers.' The tingles still center around that area I breathe in…and shudder Perfume never smelled like this Should I feel free? More mature? Liberated? I guess the mind really can go blank Random memories fly by, too rapid to discern The central burn Being lazy in thought? Is that what being numb is? Staring aimlessly at the wall As the siren's song calls Am I too lazy to open the door? My limbs, my head, feel empty yet leaden Red light, green light, red light, green light, green, green, green Ye...

till you were gone by iloveanimecartoons Original April 9, 2008 you touched me down deep stroked a memory turned a key a door I had locked so long full of broken dreams shattered will and promises sad songs and you're gone you became so necessary so essential so vital to my joy my peace my…heart life was so stupendous till you were gone I remember the whimsy of just being happy just wanting to climb up a mountain stretch out my arms and bellow “I'm HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” silly things always came to mind with you things my `adult' mind used to shun when I was all alone before you childish things spontaneous urges things that were…fun you ...