MindTheGoop

Now this is so specific and defo a personal issue, but I'm genuinely furious, but I've been trying to find old art, and I had quite a lot of my oldest ever art posted online to my first ever deviantart account @sonallykicksbutt, however I've noticed only TODAY that upon searching my old account on here yields no results, I used to be able to still find all the deviations in the searches, just not visit the account as its long dead, but now it's a struggle to find even those absolutely NOTHING turns up in the searches, and google yields barely anything, even through trying to refine searches, trying to find specific deviations by their titles, and so on, just a bunch of art GONE Anything I do find I'm backing up, this is a huge blow to me personally and a good reminder to all that digital media is not always forever, the access we have to digital media is out of our control, which we're seeing right now in a major form with the court case against the Internet Archive. I know this is

btw everyone whos still here hi hehe, i made a spacehey, so im reliving my 2011 dA days a little by making a stamps section a mile long, go friend me if u like x https://spacehey.com/mindthegoop

i do this every few months it feels like bc i very much neglect dA these days bc of all the site changes, it feels very insular here but anyway hiii i hope everyone's okay, as for myself i've been taking driving lessons again, lots of job searching bc i lost my last job, and im also in the process of getting assessed for autism, yay!(?) truthfully i've thought myself to be on the asd spectrum for maybe 6 years now? it's answered a lot of questions i've had about myself and how i interact with the world, but still, it might be something else or maybe i'm just. i dunno. but im hoping for answers in that department i think i'd say it explains a lot of my behaviours, even yes at my worst, which were not caused by asd, but were, in my mind, severely impacted by my ability to process emotions (especially), doesn't excuse those things, i very much hold guilt over them and have done a lot of work on myself to change and improve, but i don't think the (possible) asd helped in that regard, if