someone explain why you keep commenting here when :
1) she doesn't give a fuck about you (she never replies to anybody even on FA - or thanks anybody for faving or watching or anything)
2) this account has been deserted for 5 years with zero sign of her coming back here, ever, in the near or distant future
3) she will never even see any of the comments you say here (not that she cares, even if she knew she wouldn't even read them).
what did she do for you to feel obligated to wish her her birthday, year after years (of ignoring you and your kindness)? the people I know so much as blink and they forget I exist.
so really, please explain to me, what the fuck did she do to deserve so much loyalty?