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8yrs Past
8yrs Past
I know it's been eight years past
But I can still remember your face
I remember how it use to be
All the places we would once go
And all the people we would meet
I can't help but to only smile
Looking back,
At who we use to be
It was just you and me, baby
We would drive the nights away
We would sing to each other
That was our way of life
Because we were,
Lovers in the night
Because we were,
Fearless till the end
We had ruled the night
I know it's been eight years now
But time means absolutely nothing to me
Even though things are all different now
The memories all still remain the same
And so forever I will keep them
Always keep them so close to me
Looking back,
We have only grown since then
It was once you and me
We'd drive all the nights away
We'd sing till we had cried
This was once our way of life
~weba ( AkA Ihsahn777 )
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Literature
Out of Time
There is a void
that runs so deep
deep within my heart
The day you left
was the very day
that I had died
Empty and broken inside
I lay without care
Beneath the solid ground
you destroy my mind
There was once love
within my shatterd dream
All now withered away
aging as time passes
I beg each day
to end this nightmare
I beg each day
to end this pain
Always was the word
I once had said
to you, now misery
Your Image burns deep
deep within my mind
and still I cry.
Only memories now survive
I didn't want this
We could have tried
sadly it's too late
~bud( Ihsahn777/Weba )
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Literature
Dolly's Song
Dolly's Song
v1
you come in the night
just like a vigil thief
I struggle, I can't breath
you steal the life of me
in darkness I beg please
no place I can hide
no remorse from the shame
I fall upon my knees
b1
there is no cure
there's no way out
I'm losing my mind
(I) must be going insane
c1
Oh, Dolly
you take me up so high
Oh, Dolly
then I come crashing down
Oh, Dolly
why must this be baby
oh, Dolly
why must you abuse me
v2
you use me like machinery
push my buttons, I'll speak
my cries make no sense
as you hold me down
dragging me for the ride
no place I can hide
no remorse from the shame
I fall upon my knees
b2
there is no cure
there's no way out
I'm losing my mind
(I) must be going insane
c2
Oh, Dolly
you take me up so high
Oh, Dolly
then I come crashing down
Oh, Dolly
why must this be baby
oh, Dolly
why must you use me
~weba ( aka Ihsahn777/Bud )
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Literature
When Love Cries
What do you do when you love someone
you know you shouldn't love
What do you do when your heart cries
aloud for the one person with no control
Wise ones say it is said that if you love
someone, something set if free
If it does not come back to thee
For it was never meant to be
By: William Anderson and Liz Irving
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Literature
To Paradox
I had looked to the sky just the
other night, and I thought that
I had seen you there like
just like so many times before
I know it's been a while now
since the last time I saw your face
since the last time I held your face
I can remember everything
and all the things
that we use to do
and how they turned
to so much more
As the time passed on
we grew older and we both moved on
I woke one morning to read the news
I learned that you had passed away
A part of me started to fade away
There was something I was never able to tell you
I am falling, faster and faster with each new day that you've been away
I am falling, faster and faster with each new day that I try to move on
I am falling, faster and faster with each new day that I hold you in my heart
No matter how hard I try to forget you
I can't always seem to close my eyes
because I always seem to find you there
and those memories they haunt me
Dear God,
I'll never forget how you use to look
and the way that you use to taste
and held your
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Literature
The Visions of Madness
The Visions Of Madness                  
V1:
The madness that they now preach
propaganda is the weapon they use
made to terrify and demoralize
causing fear among their peers
Pre Chr:
The lies that they use to make us chose
now from the right and and from the wrong
how many times will we fallow their lies
Chr1:
The time is now, leave it all behind
The time is now, to take a stand
The time is now, everyone to start anew
V2:
They send the young and the poor
one by one dying in war
while the rich watch from afar
sipping on their glasses of wine
Pre Chr:
The lies that they use to make us chose
now from the right and and from the wrong
how many times will we fallow their lies
Chr2:
The time is now, for us to unite
The time is now, still time to change
The time is now, to stop the fight
Spoken words:
The time is now to think way back
1776 and look at us now
What have we become, and what is to come
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The Propaganda They Create
The Propaganda They Create
As they're visioning madness
My eyes seem to bleed
I can see they're visions
Seeing what they want me to see
They fill us with so many lies
The many things that should not be
Hiding the truth from our blind eyes
Dear God, Why must this be?
As they're preaching madness
My ears seem to heed
I can hear they're propaganda
Hearing what they want me to hear
They fill us with so many lies
The many things that should not be
Hiding the truth speaking to deaf ears
Dear God, Why must this be?
Why can't we just live our lives in peace
Live together as one and in a united harmony
By: Bud ( aka William ) & Rick
08/29/09
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Literature
Within A Dream Ver2
Tonight
as the moon
glows bright
I ask you now
to close your eyes
See me there
and take my hand
Let me take you
to a place
Where there is
no sorrow nor pain
We shall rule
the night's sky in flight
Tonight on this
endless ride
Were the stars
will be our dim candle light
Together
with your hand held in mine
We will be
but yet another dream
As we glide
through the heavens
Looking down
at our world below
We will rise
above them all
Bound together
in endless passion
Forevermore
we could be
If only you
would take my hand
~william (bud)
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Literature
Why This Ver3
Oh girl I don't know what's left of me
But all I know is that I'm all empty, your gone
And all these things that we use to do
Passed to much much more now your, long gone away
It's tearing me inside, oh girl
To see your face
And why I'll never know girl
Is why you left me
Why this
( I miss you, I miss you )
Why this pain
( Why...... )
Why this
( I miss you, I miss you )
Why this girl
( Why....... )
Oh girl all this pain is so unreal
And now your long gone away
And after all the things that were said
And done, all the blame was left on me
It's tearing me inside, oh girl
To see your face
And why I'll never know girl
Is why you left me
Why this
( I miss you, I miss you )
Why this pain
( Why...... )
Why this
( I miss you, I miss you )
Why this girl
( Why....... )
Why this pain oh girl
~william(bud)
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Literature
Sara's Swan Song
Skies turn gray now that your away
Dull and lifeless is your skins tone
A loss of life I'm unable to bare
Now that your gone so far away
A broken heart now tells your tale
The legacy that only few shall know
Your loss, his gain, and my downfall
My love how I.. Still... Miss... You...
The night she left was the night I died
Those Scars... Remain... The... Same...
Together, always, and forever
Why we said it was,
Though it was never meant to be
You left way before your life's time
Why did it have to come to this
Taken by the hands of your own
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I would give my life just to hold you once again
To look into your eyes, and to say those words
What I'd do just to say, I still love you
Together, always, and forever
Why we said it was,
Though it was never meant to be
You left way before your life's time
Why did it have to be this way
Taken by the hands of your own
~william(bud) 6/18/07
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Literature
Scattered Ashes
Scattered like ashes upon my stone
the gray stone I now call home
Wasted away am I, wasted away
I no longer can feel the pain
nor the love I once felt for life
No more love and no more pain
now numb and no longer caring
Wasted away am I, wasted away
I will venture these dark days
alone in search of a way to be
Once again to feel the sun
the warmth of life's gentle touch
Wasted away am I, wasted away
Now just a dream of what use to be
as I felt as a child long ago
Once lived, now long since dead
slowly as my memories start to fade
Wasted away am I, wasted away
Never to regain as life slips in-between
between the cracks of begotten time
Like the ashes upon the cold stone
I lay dormant in a restless slumber
Wasted away am I, wasted away
Forever in search of the one
the one to heal my wall of scars
Wasted away am I, wasted away
Lost within a world of greed and lies
~william(bud)
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Literature
Chaotic Beauty Mini CD Version
Now within, the glow, your body, heavens light
I see, a halo, that glows, so bright
A dream, and wish, I beg, for tonight
I can, see you, there within, the darkness
You light, the way, my path, to follow
Come to me
Take my hand
Lay with me
Next to me
Come to me
Angel of beauty
Come to me
Heavens true mercy
Will we dance the night away?
Among the stars, we will be
Under our own, self made canopy
Now to look within your eyes
As I hold you so closely
You have taken my breath away
As I've fallen to my knees
Chaotic Beauty, will you, free me?
It's just one kiss, that's all I'll need
Then my angel, I'm yours for all eternity
I will give you my all, for your love.....
Come to me
Take my hand
Lay with me
Next to me
Come to me
Angel of beauty
Come to me
Heavens true mercy
Will we dance the night away?
Among the stars, we will be
Under our own, self made canopy
~william
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Literature
Wicked Beauty
Beauty springs forth-electric notions
The pulsating radiance from your glow
Red, black, and blue waves of desire
Whispering songs under dim-lit candle light
A fire rages within those eyes of heaven
Reflecting the pale beams of the moon
I'd die for just one look to see within
For your beauty my dear is heaven sent
All other's shamed by your burning light
Making a want filled with guilty pleasure
Sin deep beautiful, my fallen wicked one
Lest you never forget my Chaotic Beauty
For your beauty will never truly die!
~william(bud)
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Literature
A Empty Heart Lies Broken V.1
Every time when I look into your eyes
A part of me inside begins to die
As the thought of memories come alive
And I will repeat within my head
I never wanted this, but I did ask for you,
And now the love we once had lies so dead
Empty and broken,
Utter hate fills the spaces in-between
Empty and broken,
A heart cries out to be free
I ask questions in my mind,
How could things go so wrong?
Over and over again,
How could you do this to me?
And still the answers remain the same
Twisted and contorted like nightmares that feed
Draining my soul and sucking me dry
Empty now I've fallen to my knees
Begging you, begging you please, go away
~william 6/29/06
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Ihsahn777
Earl (William, Bud) Anderson
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United States
Current Residence: Sarasota, FL
Favourite genre of music: Black/Death Metal/Goth/Darkwave
Favourite photographer: To many to pick just one.
Favourite style of art: Black & White works.
Operating System: Win XP Pro
Wallpaper of choice: Photo's of My Kids & My Past Girl Friends or the person I'm dating if I am at the time
Skin of choice: Pale fare toned skin, and beauty within.
Personal Quote: In the world of chaos we live in there is beauty found under every stone unturned. -Bud Anderson
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PaStY911 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2013
Thanks for the :+fav: :)
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abandoned-essence Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
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Ihsahn777 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2010
So you give me a Boing! Boing! ball, lol! ;p
Thank you for making my day beautiful!!!!!

With any luck I will have my outline up and posted very soon!
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Dolly-Belladonna Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for :+devwatch: ^ ^ :blowkiss:
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MAGICxMUFFIN Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2009
Thank you for your comment on my journal, i'll try to send you a note soon :)

and i'm curious to see the piece of writing :)
let me know when you post it :P

byee
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MJNarroe Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2009
Gladly :)
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FilthyDreads Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2006
thank you very much for watch :heart:
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Dreena Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2006   Photographer
Oh! Thank you very much my friend for the 3 :+fav: !

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sprinkleofsnow Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2006
Thank you for the devwatch :D
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chrystalcynic Featured By Owner May 31, 2006
hey i like Star of Ash too :) Your little girl is amazing, great shot ;)
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