This is my suicide letter to the world.
This is my suicide note to the people I used to cherish.
This is my suicide letter to the people who faded away.
This is my suicide note to myself.
I try to cry at home alone so no one can hear me yell profanities at myself,
Saying how much of a disgrace I am,
How much of a mess I am,
How much of a failure I am,
How much of a disgusting human I am.
I say I'm fine but look at me,
Causing myself harm verbally, and physically, and emotionally.
241 marks, scars, battle wounds.
I've bled each one of them and
I can't describe the feeling.
I've been like this for too long,
Too far down the hole that I can't...
I hear American singing, but it's not the sweet melodies I hear.
The cars sing a song as they zoom on by, into another car they go.
The sirens sing as they rush to the rescue, on the scene but a little too late.
The person sings a song as they jump off the building, their final goodbyes.
The people sing for the decease, tears run down their faces wondering what went wrong.
The gun sings a song as it kills an innocent man, the blood flows out.
The abuser sings as it takes more than prescribed, drinks more than last night.
The assaulter sings a song as it strikes again, she screams out for help.
The people sing as they judge the different, b...
A quenercia is a place of feeling safe or of an area where someone is at peace. Sometimes people know where that is while others don't. For instance, I don't know where mine is since it changes all the time. It's not like I don't feel safe in the same spot but I find reasons to find it unsafe, another place better, or I just add it to my list of spots. Normally my quenercia is in a room with a desk or ground hard enough I can write on, but that has changed. I feel the need to be outdoors where there's action and life everywhere. My quenercia is anywhere where I can capture life with a photograph. The beach is always calm for those 'still-l...
This is my suicide letter to the world.
This is my suicide note to the people I used to cherish.
This is my suicide letter to the people who faded away.
This is my suicide note to myself.
I try to cry at home alone so no one can hear me yell profanities at myself,
Saying how much of a disgrace I am,
How much of a mess I am,
How much of a failure I am,
How much of a disgusting human I am.
I say I'm fine but look at me,
Causing myself harm verbally, and physically, and emotionally.
241 marks, scars, battle wounds.
I've bled each one of them and
I can't describe the feeling.
I've been like this for too long,
Too far down the hole that I can't...
I hear American singing, but it's not the sweet melodies I hear.
The cars sing a song as they zoom on by, into another car they go.
The sirens sing as they rush to the rescue, on the scene but a little too late.
The person sings a song as they jump off the building, their final goodbyes.
The people sing for the decease, tears run down their faces wondering what went wrong.
The gun sings a song as it kills an innocent man, the blood flows out.
The abuser sings as it takes more than prescribed, drinks more than last night.
The assaulter sings a song as it strikes again, she screams out for help.
The people sing as they judge the different, b...
A quenercia is a place of feeling safe or of an area where someone is at peace. Sometimes people know where that is while others don't. For instance, I don't know where mine is since it changes all the time. It's not like I don't feel safe in the same spot but I find reasons to find it unsafe, another place better, or I just add it to my list of spots. Normally my quenercia is in a room with a desk or ground hard enough I can write on, but that has changed. I feel the need to be outdoors where there's action and life everywhere. My quenercia is anywhere where I can capture life with a photograph. The beach is always calm for those 'still-l...
Cosplay How To Yellow Pages by PaopuDestinyPro, literature
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Cosplay How To Yellow Pages
The links to cosplay tutorials are below in the artists comments, but here I thought it would be nice to give idea's for the photography side of cosplaying. Feel free to shout out any idea's you want added here. Idea's For Where To Photo-shoot: -Playground
-Brick Wall
-Japanese Garden
-Train Tracks
-Field Backdrop
-Forest
-Science Center
-Sky Scraper Back Drop(Even better with Neon Signs)
-Indoor Garden
-In an LRT
-Graveyard
-Coffee House
-Snowy Park Bench
-Beach
-The Sky
-School
-Somewhere with Reflective Glass
-Put A White or Black Sheet Over a Door/Something Else/ Use it As a BG
I live in the gloomy, rainy, perfect city of Portland. Senior in high school. Singer. Bassist. Photographer. Writer. Snowboarder. Derby player. Music. Cosplayer. This is my escape and you can run with me or stay behind. Just another Haley who sometimes speaks words.
I am so sorry everyone! I just completely abandoned this site.I've been doing a lot of college crap and high school things that I don't want to deal with and I have only been on Tumblr because there's an app for that (not that there isn't one for DA, I just don't like it nor can I upload anything unless it's on my phone).Anyways, I owe everyone AT LEAST a thousand pictures (I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING! Two years of Kumo pictures, communications photos, photoshoot pictures, and all those other photos that doesn't fit into a category) and I don't know when I'll be able to place those up. It might happen over summer break because then I'll have not...
Ok, so school has started back up for me and I'm already forgetting about this site again!I guess that should be excepted though for this year because I'm taking three AP classes (two of each are half the year) and it's also senior year so the most stress has not happened yet.Anyways, I will try my best to get on this site for a short time everyday and slowly add all 297(I think) photos from Kumoricon 2012 then all the rest from last Kumo and from school.Until then, I will slowly add those up along with current Communications workings because those are cool.OH! A quick thing about Derby practice yesterday!I had a kick assin' practice! I go...
Or as my friends would like to call it " SEXY TIME WITH HALEY 2012 ".I didn't go to day 0 because I went to the state fair. That was a lot of fun.On day 1, I was Black Gold Saw. I met some pretty cool cosplayers from the Black Rock Shooter anime like the Black Rock Kaito and the Strength (WHOM I MISS SO MUCH!)
This day was the slowest out of the three. There was a lot of sitting around and just talking I guess. It was still a good day though!
I took some Adventure Time photos for my friends group they had.
At some point during the day, I got really hot so I took off my trench coat and I was "naked" for a hour or so. Twas fun.
This little c...