Today the hitting on the wall started early, 7am. By law you can only make those type of noises after 8am. Laws doesnt work on the "favelas".
I tremble every time I hear another beat on the wall. If they want to make me crazy, they are getting there. Im very tired cause I couldn't sleep well last night.
My depression wasn't so bad, even with all the problems. But now all I want is to just die to end the torture.sta.sh/01z11eew2xa8
I manged to record a bit because I asked to them don't stop beating because I was recording. Because when I opened the record app, as always they stoped hitting the wall. So I said(alone at home to no one, but worked) "No ones gonna believe me, Im crazy already so you can beat the wall and let me record a bit of it, and what they can do anyway?!"
Or this is just a very very very weird coincidence, or I'm really crazy or they are really watching me. No one from my family believes me, even when I record. I shoul have recorded me talking too. I was so dumb.(I was speaking Portuguese tho)
Now they are hitting the wall even harder.
Well, it is just a coincidence. I dont know how to feel.
I dont think asking them to let me record will aork again. I dont know what to do or feel.