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Dating Meditation by IdanCarre, literature

Ambivalent attachment by IdanCarre, literature

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Dating Meditation by IdanCarre, literature

Ambivalent attachment by IdanCarre, literature

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How real can our thoughts become? How far into our own minds can we recede? If I’m sitting at a café typing this and I look up and see a delightful young man grinning down at me confidently, does it actually happen? “What are you writing?” He smiles wider, leaning forward over the computer. I’m startled. I shake my head like I’m trying to wake up from a dream and to push away the hot air from my face from the embarrassment. “I’m sorry, do I know you?” “Do you? Who do I look like?” He looks at me expectantly. I’m trying to remember. Something about the way I write causes me to think of Ayn Rand characters. All of them are these perfect blonde white people, all glittering and gruesomely ‘rational’. “You look like what I picture John Galt would look like.” I’m not particularly proud of that, and he knows it. “Ah well, I guess I’ll be ol’ John-boy today.” He invites himself to sit across from me and the nameless nondescript waitress drops two cups of coffee in front of us. I have a
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He's back to sleeping very little, I'm back to sleeping all the time. He must know what's going on but doesn't bother to change the rhythm. Coffee is drank at any time of the day with no net effect. It's seven o'clock in the evening. I ask myself, "Is that too early to throw the towel in and just skip to tomorrow?" Sleep is like one of life's menu options where you can just skip to the end of the day if you see no need to continue frittering away the afternoon. On the other hand, my friend needs a reverse mechanism where sleeping allows him to restart the game completely, to regain the days he needs just to make some small headway o
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It's very dark out, but I know it's morning from the clock on the shelf. Most people would still be asleep, I could probably walk around in the halls if I wanted to. I'm a bit hesitant considering the security cameras though. It's easy for me to do what I want but if it looks like I'm getting too many ideas about my freedom I could be back in re-training for months. The very thought of "re-training" fills me with rage. Thoughts of my "re-trained" brother with his eyes stabbed out and bleeding, screaming out in terror is more than I can bear to think about. The poor boy was going through hell because he tried to sing a song in the cafeteria.
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