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I'm so sorry for my disappearance again. Life has been quite really rough. Depression keeps coming back. Internet has been cut off. And my dad is in the hospital right now. I just don't know anymore OTL. I'm really stressed about everything. I have been trying to play games to divert my attention and it did help make me feel better but then later I feel guilty about it so yea idk.

For the people who have been asking about their commission updates, specially the sketch commissions, I know I said they're quick to do but yea I'm taking forever on them right now. I'm really so sorry for the delay guys, I promise to finish them as soon as everything gets fine.
I actually thought of opening a commish again because the hospital bill keeps on increasing but I'm not sure about it. I might just contact a few people.

I'm only currently using a prepaid internet. Once I get a new service I will start uploading pics.
Hope you all guys are okay. And I apologize again for the inactiveness.    
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Dreamer-Out-There Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sorry to hear about all this. I was going to note you today about my commission, but now I read this. And I dont know how missed this, I am watching you. But yeah, I suffer from depression too. Big time. So know how it can go. And I know you must be busy, also. So take all the time you need! You're worth it. I hope things turn around for you. I really do. Be well, man!
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EatingChamp Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Fight on! You can do this!! Go go go
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CookieZoela Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
omg dude i hope everything works out and that you papa makes a speedy recovering
take all the time you need man you got your hands full ;_;
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valeren Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014
Hope things work out for you. Likewise, hoping your dad gets well soon.
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lightshelter Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014
poor thing T O T i hope everything will turn out okay for you!
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hayden-desu Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014
awww ichan, i miss you, and hope everything goes better with you and family soon;u; <3
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shiroixhato Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Don't worry, take care of yourself and what's really important first. Keep the positivism and you'll see everything will be fine. 
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StormingDragon Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Don't apologize to your DA watchers and their anime pictures when you're having much more important troubles. I say try to sort out your own problems first, take care of yourself and your father if you can. I'm sure most people who are commission-hungry will be able to stand the wait. Best of luck to you. 
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Mother-Of-Pandas Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hope your families doing okay, well keep him in our prayers!
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quiroz2 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014
I hope everything works out for the better soon...
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Karachi-des Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist
Well, I hope you feel better soon! I'll be praying for you and your father!
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AleineRoe Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ahhh sooo soorry about that Q_Q I hope you'r all are be fine soon ;w;
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m-kins Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You should start a donation pool for support. I know I would donate to you <3
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OsgoodBlack Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww. Sorry to hear about all that, man. :c I hope your dad gets better! Stay strong and I'm sure the times will get better soon. 
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Anirei Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hope things get better for you man. :( Sorry to hear about your dad being in the hospital. 
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FanFic-Lover101 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
EXO : ChenKai Hug  We're all here for you dude. <3 Depression is never easy to go/get through. Especially with so many stressful things going on at once. But you and your father will be in my prayers. Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2]  Take your time with things, and give yourself a well-deserved break (even if you may think you don't deserve one. :) ).
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jam-a-val Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
LuKai : Hug  You poor guy. I hope things improve for you and your family soon.
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Wes-of-StarArmy Featured By Owner Edited Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the update. I'm really sorry to hear about your dad being unwell.

Best wishes from me and the Star Army guys.

One idea for money you could try is to make a collection of some of your best art and use it to make an artbook to sell. There are many other artists on DeviantArt who have done this and we could ask them for advice.

Edit: Also, I sent you a note on Facebook.
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Lacrirosa Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
omg its ok; take your time!
I still want my sketch commissions but i completely forgotten about them omg otl///can i still get?
//dies
i know the feel though
i know the feel;
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MiyuKyuu Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
BEST WISHES TO U AND HOPEFULLY UR FATHER GETS BETTER SOON ;A;
and dont u about my commsions take all the time u  need and if u decide to open the
commission to help for the bill i would like to ask for more if i can ;v; <33 :iconyuihugplz:
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ruhi91 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't worry. Just take your time and take care of yourself and your family! :iconsupertighthugplz:
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cerebus873 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
Take things one day at a time.  And don't feel guilty about taking some time for yourself (playing games).  You NEED to do that.

It's the oxygen mask in the airplane.  You put YOUR mask on first, THEN put the mask on for your loved ones.  Why?  IF you try to do them first, it's harder, and takes longer.  If you take too long, you might pass out before you succeed, and then you both die.  You take care of yourself first, they might pass out, but will be ok after you hook them up.

So, DO NOT feel guilty about doing little things to make yourself feel better.  It's needed.  And HAS to happen, or you'll crack up and won't be good for anyone.

I don't have a commission in your queue -- but if I did I'd tell you to get to it whenever, I care more about the PERSON that the artist is more than my commission.  And it sounds like you've got a lot going on that needs to be taken care of.

So, take care of yourself, and just keep moving.  it'll get better.
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Equestrian-Equine Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Student General Artist
Best wishes to you!
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SAB1113 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
Take as much time as you need. I knew something had to be drastically wrong that you weren't responding. Remember I'm here if you need to talk any time you want. I'll be praying things get better - know they always do.
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HS11 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Professional Filmographer
Sorry to hear, i hope things turn for the better real quick, you just take care and keep strong.
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Thundred Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
Aww man ;n; I hope things get better for you soon <3 Take your time, and relax whenever you can! Don't force yourself!
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Hailoez Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Take care of yourself and find time to relax.
All things will work themselves out in time <3
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LuckiiNana Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Im so sorry about everything. Ill be praying. :(
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Apple-Shark-Tart Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I hope things get better and hopefully people understand about everything.
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Mindsebbandflow Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
Im sorry things arent going well If you need more money for commissions I can order tons more =) I think you should increase your prices though Note me and I can discuss further <333 Love and miss you <3
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HatakeHime Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Aw ichan I'm SO sorry about everything. :( I wish only the best for you and your father. I say take all the time you need on commissions, if you force yourself it won't make you any less stresssed. I sincerely hope you feel better soon. :iconsweethugplz:
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ArthAzuj Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
Don't worry, when real life is tought, a pause is what you need U_U
Don't worry U_U
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RaccoonFoot Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
It's alright. You take as much time as you need. We understand.
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SusukaSpirit Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really hope that everything will get better for you and your dad and family, somehow it will get better for you, I'm sorry that your having trouble and all I can do is hope for the best for you.
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NekonRoafu Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aw, dear. Things will be okay. Just keep looking forward and moving on. I would gladly commission you if you need the money help. Please let me know. I hope the best for you.
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QueenHatake Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ahhh I'm so sorry to hear about everything!!!!!!!! D8 I really hope things get better for you!
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