Maybe you have already wondered that I have not uploaded anything for a very long time. The reason is that I have problems with drawing. Every time I think about it, I feel sick and I think "I´m not in the mood for this shit!". Yesterday I still tried to draw, after several months, but that was totally shit and just full of mistakes. Now I´m so afraid, that I´m at the point where I can never draw again. :( Of course, there were always mistakes in my pictures. But I had still fun and tried do make it better. But I keep getting told that I do not seem to want to get better, because the same mistakes happen all the time. But I alw
I have a really big problem. Last year I was away for six weeks. I was admitted to a clinic, and not entirely voluntarily... The therapy was ok, but the whole freetime I spend in my room and playing with my smartphone. I don´t like to be with other people. But I could not pursue my hobbies. I tried it, but I couldn´t. That was the worst.
I thought when I got home it would get better. But I was so wrong. I had so much problems. I couldn´t draw oder write anymore. I still have this really big problems with drawing. It hurt me so much. I have no ideas and no motivation. If I try to draw, I make everything wrong, what makes me fee