I hate sharing my feelings because I feared of being judged, but I am gonna anyway. About three years ago today, my best friend was stolen from me. His name... DiabolicCade. He was stolen from me by a girl named Kelcaroo92. Now, I was his friend first and she got in the way. Of course it didn't bother me at first, but it did hurt me. It was like she wanted to hurt me by taking away the one person I cared about. He and I were like two peas in a pod. We used to tell eachother basically everything. When Kelcaroo92 (who goes by Viola White) came into the picture, everything started falling apart for me. He spent little time with me and more with her. She fell victim, of course, just to make things worse for me. Even made it feel like it was my fault, which by the way it wasn't. A few months went by and he started pushing me away, brushing away my problems. But, he had no problems with Vi. Talk about a total asshat. Surely enough, I had to play along even though it felt like I wanted to die. It was very painful. Vi broke my heart when she stole my best friend and he allowed it. They never even cared about me. If they did, which they didn't, they would of stopped me from leaving. We would of talked things out. Anyway, I made up some sob story as a scapegoat to save my friendship with DiabolicCade.(Which, by the way, was totally my fault. I screwed that up) Unfortunately, he blocked me from Facebook and deviantART. He totally dumped me. He wasn't even a true friend. A true friend would stop and ask to talk about it. Ask "why did you do it?". Or, "Let's talk it out. ". He never did that. He just made things worse for me. To top it off, he made me get my ass chewed out by some dickhead who should of minded his own business. I am not even forgiven. Well, fuck the dumb shit. Plus, he lied about going offline because I see him on Facebook, possibly talking to his new bestie and doing his best to ignore me. I was depressed for four days no thanks to those assholes. But, I learned a lesson that day. You should be careful who you make friends with. You may never know if they want you in their life or backstab you and leave you for someone else. Just be careful who you meet online. You can't tell if they are good or evil. There are plenty of rotten eggs out there, so please be careful. So, that's my story. It has been three years and they don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. But, I have the best life. I learned to love myself and show myself who truly matters. He's 21 now and I don't know what he has been doing and I ain't gonna find out. I have new and better friends and plus I blocked Viola White on Facebook because she was nothing but another tainted memory. I did move on with my life but I chose not to forget this memory so I don't make the same mistake twice. I learned a very powerful lesson. Be careful who you meet online and who you put your trust in. Learn to love yourself and put yourself first. I know I did and I became a better person for it. 😊
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Listening to: Bongo cat
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Reading: Topbuzz
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Watching: Cyanide and Happiness
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Playing: Jet Set Go
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Eating: More Christmas ham
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Drinking: Pepsi