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Embrace Every Flaw~
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Autumn
Crumpling leaves beneath my feet Sitting comfortably on my bus seat I am on a mission, but not the ordinary kind There is something else on my mind Pulling the trigger, my last breath escapes Raking innocent lives in the wake ..Crumpling leaves beneath my feet..
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Invisible spark
Like a sun resting on a stormy cloud, My thoughts are screaming, but maybe too loud. Like these eyes of lasers burning me whole, When I am by myself, they take a toll. Am I too timid? I was once alone. Watching cliques that mold me into thick stone. Like a volcano wants to pour lava, When I speak, words twirl like rotten guava. Why cannot I be me? Why must I bleed? Like a sun resting on a stormy cloud, My thoughts are screaming, but maybe too loud.
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Summer stroll
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Phase of Youth
I turn around and we make eye contact I turn back and it makes me look stupid Are you looking at me or someone else or was it accidental or coincidental? Of course its someone else, I'm invisible and useless. Trying not to think of the possibilities of us together having a blast, Yet when you walk to go somewhere I stare you down innocently Can you feel my eyes darting at you? My eyes met his before, You're cool with everyone, fitting it like a puzzle But you pass me and I'm in agony You're in love already, happy where you are? If you process me, won't you think I'm ugly and weird? You talk to my friends, I'm there yet I look down Annoyi
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The Vision
The last thing I remembered was him staggering back with a knife in his back and his piercing yelp which submerged my senses. I tried saying something, anything, but I couldn't mutter even a squeak. Next thing I knew, I saw blackness.  I found myself being pulled into a car. I didn't even try to break free.  My hands were tied up with ropes like in the movies. Why do you want me? What good am I to you?
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Where Am I?
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Remaining Balanced
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Invisible spark
Like a sun resting on a stormy cloud, My thoughts are screaming, but maybe too loud. Like these eyes of lasers burning me whole, When I am by myself, they take a toll. Am I too timid? I was once alone. Watching cliques that mold me into thick stone. Like a volcano wants to pour lava, When I speak, words twirl like rotten guava. Why cannot I be me? Why must I bleed? Like a sun resting on a stormy cloud, My thoughts are screaming, but maybe too loud.
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Unanswered
Why is gravity pulling me down when I wish to fly among the stars? Why do the hands of the clock move, but my desires stuck in one place? Why is the fluttering wind so free while I am imprisoned in my own fears? Why is the sky vibrant but my sanity filled with envy? The pen is writing my last letter. How does the balloon pop but not my heart filled with thick liquid beginning to choke me around my neck? How does my lashes not pick at my spine, crooked from the exlusion I have felt pushing me down the elevator shaft? How can a voice strained from blood's keys played by every finger,speak without ignorance surpassing the loudest beg? How doe
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Star Roasting Earth
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Two worlds
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Green Life
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Memory
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Happy Lunar New Year and any advice on how to...
...Not seem like a total weirdo around a crush? XDD (I know I'm late with the Lunar New Year thing too, I've been missing a good chunk of journals surrounding other holidays too o.o) Valentine's Day is coming up, and I'm getting more anxious haha. My friends are like "Ask them out, you can do it~" And I'm over here like, "But I'm just a potato ahaha." I don't know if I want to anymore xD. I'll just sit from afar and admire their beauty hahaha. I need more confidence in myself. :/ Ah, but then I think to myself "What if they have a crush on someone?", then another part of me's like, "You won't know unless you ask" or ya know my crush rando
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That moment when...
...You quit your job (And give a two week's notice) xD. (Haha it's the end of this meme now~~papmingplz (https://www.deviantart.com/papmingplz)) I quit my job...uh you could say recently...just 'cause o' stress and wanting to just try my hand at another job. I felt like if I stayed there any longer, I would've been working there for the rest of my life and I didn't want that. So, yeah, I'm currently unemployed now. Pro tip btw for those of you wanting to get jobs--make sure you don't show up late xD. And take care of your health! It sucks getting sick and then having to work. Be confident, and if something bothers you/there's something you don't know--it's alright to ask
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Crazy Color -Colored by crysanthemum963
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Blossom is..dancing O_O
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World D.O.mination xD
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Haha...I'll just dye the world in my colors...
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AB Style Tao
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Canada
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crysanthemum963's avatar
Heya, just wanted to say thanks for the all favs~! :hug:
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IceAngel1234|Hobbyist Writer
No problem EXCUSE ME BTS Emoticon#2 BTS Emoticon#1 [Bangtan Boys] [BTS] JHope BTS - Rapmonster Emoticon 
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Thank you very much for the favs! For you by Digithalie
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IceAngel1234|Hobbyist Writer
Anytime, hope you're doing well!!
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Dahlia217|Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for all favs!!! I'm sorry for my late reply :O :hug:
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IceAngel1234|Hobbyist Writer
No problem!
MY replies are also a month late so I am also sorry for that. I hope you're doing very well as I'm sure
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Dahlia217|Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah everything is ok :D 
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