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DEPRESSION IS AN ILLNESS THAT IF LEFT UNTREATED CAN LEAD TO ANXIETY AND PANIC DISORDERS . KNOW THE SYMPTOMS, IT COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE OR THE LIFE OF SOMEONE YOU LOVE.
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE ALONE, THINK AGAIN. PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING ARTICLE....

SUICIDE IS NO SOLUTION


HERE YOU WILL FIND INFORMATION
THAT MAY BE HELPFUL AND FIND DEVIANTS THAT HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN THERE.


Suicide.org - Suicide Prevention, Awareness, and Support


In memory of...
Patrick Williams
June 12, 1965 - August 9, 2008

~May You Finally Find Some Peace~

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I shall be a believer of all that is good in man and of all that is deserving in animals.
I shall plead for their lives, campaign for their safety and uphold their right to a natural death.
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From the creatures of the earth I shall learn the fruits of compassion and undying love, and I shall be called the beloved of God. In their company I shall indeed be blessed.

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Jennifer Moore
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Welcome to my little place here on DA...My name is Jennifer though most people call me Jen, I am known to most as the 'Cat Photographer' I'm a mother of two girls, Kristen 22 and Haley 11 and a little boy, Johnny who would be 13. Oh, and my best friend is Mikey, my deaf white kitty cat.

I love Photography, Animal Photography the most. I am where I know I belong, doing exactly what feels right.

My love of animals has always been...animals are a part of who I am... and I take every opportunity I can to help make their world a better place because they make my world a better place.
I hope you will find something here that makes you smile or brightens your day. Welcome.


Current Residence: Newberg, Oregon
Favourite genre of music: Rock and Country
Favourite photographer: John De Bord (kkart)
Operating System: Windows 7
Personal Quote: When People Show You Who They Are - Believe Them
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Suicide is No Solution

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 9, 2016, 12:01 PM


On this day 8 years ago, my life changed in a way that I never could have anticipated.
On August 9, 2008, my best friend Patrick took his own life at my home.

Suicide is an absolute game changer, nothing in this world has ever felt the same since that day.
I see everything in a different light than I once did. I look at people differently.
I look at situations and sense things that I never did before.
The fragility of life has given me an awareness that I never had before that day.

Patrick suffered from depression/anxiety/panic disorder.
These 3 disorders together can prove to be a deadly mix if not treated. 
I didn't know all this then. How could I have known?
And that is what suicide does right there...it creates all of these questions inside of you.

How could I have not known?

Could I have said something, done anything different to prevent this outcome?

Did I say or do something that encouraged this outcome?

The questions eat at you every single day. It can drive you crazy if you let it.
I have learned how to quiet the questions on most days but there are still days that they scream so loudly that I cannot ignore them.
So I have learned to ride the wave, go over it all once again in my mind and reassure myself that this was not about me, this was not my fault.
But then the realization hits me once more that it doesn't matter who is to blame because Patrick is gone and no amount of reasoning will ever bring him back.....

And then all I can really do is just breathe.

I shift my focus to the days before, the years before...to all of the laughter...because we had some really good times. He was so funny, so witty, he was a good guy, a great friend. If I concentrate, I can hear him and his sarcastic tone and soon I am smiling once again..

Suicide has a way of taking memories and shoving them to the side. People who die by suicide are so often remembered for the way they died instead of the way that they lived.
I try not to allow this to happen because Patrick's life was more than just how he died.

DEPRESSION IS AN ILLNESS THAT IF LEFT UNTREATED CAN LEAD TO ANXIETY AND PANIC DISORDERS . KNOW THE SYMPTOMS, IT COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE OR THE LIFE OF SOMEONE YOU LOVE.
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE ALONE, THINK AGAIN. 
HERE YOU WILL FIND INFORMATION
THAT MAY BE HELPFUL AND FIND PEOPLE THAT HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN THERE.

Suicide.org
Suicide Prevention, Awareness, and Support

or visit Patrick's Blog

Suicide is No Solution

I also wrote a news article here on Deviantart right after he died about his Suicide with the details of what happened that day. The article turned into something I did not expect and to this date there have been over 500 comments. It was actually my therapy those first few years to answer every comment. I still check it for comments even today. 


Here is the link to that Article


In memory of...
Patrick Williams
June 12, 1965 - August 9, 2008


~May You Finally Find Some Peace~





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thank you very much for looking at me but this is a period in which I am not very productive
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good morning Jennifer, Happy Birthday!, I hope you have a great day ^^.
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Happy birthday I didn't really know what to get for you so just take this cake 
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Happy birthday! :clap:
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ingeline-art Featured By Owner Edited May 24, 2018   Traditional Artist
Happy birthday to you and
have a wonderful day!
Greetings and hugs from cologne
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Happy early Birthday! Happy-Birthday by KmyGraphic  
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Thank you for watch. Beautiful photos *Free Icon/Emote* Totoro ( Heart) 
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Thank you very much for the watch! 
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I'm slow to respond but thanks for the watch!
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Just wanted to say thank you for providing such amazing and beautiful resources for free. Heart 
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hello my friend, Happy Birthday!, have a great day.
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Happy Birthday! :D

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happy born on date! you still look brand new to me!
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Happy birthday I didn't really know what to get for you so just take this cake 
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