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From below in my depths of black leathered hatred
sneering at one and all chasing fairy tales down
bring your pain or don’t bring me anything
don’t tell me there is something truly worth remembering
have a romance in your fantasies
I won’t scoff at your found vacancies
but I know you’ve been fooled
tricked yourself into a recipe of love
burning the kitchen down hoping to erect a home
but I,
knowing we are all truly alone
leave me be
don’t pretend you know me
don’t aggravate me more than I am already
but the player
his treachery and agony
crashed into me with such severity
he a whore no doubt
giving everything to the lowest bidder
a true blue sinner
met up with my dishonesty
and caressed my disloyalty
two fakers disbelieving that anything other than hot mortality had any validity
and silent and stunned
to find there was another place and time
before morbidity
this tragedy with a fairy tale emotion
unlikely ending
denied destination
unable to deny you
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Silent anguish
all those nights
I’d go to my comfy cage
fall into a loveless sleep
awake alone to another dull day
so abandoned by warmth or hope
I’d imagine flying off never to return
then I’d right my mind and push on for some sake
it took it’s toll
I wasn’t anything but a liar and a fake
denied the only thing to which I could relate
shut it all away
now just smarter and stronger
more durable under the pain
now there isn’t all or nothing
just a curse remains
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Shedding Skin
I wrote it all in a book or two,
glorified the horror of me and you,
amplified the moments some cared not hear about,
purified my long gone insanities,
turned them into striking beauties,
created a world where the star was me me me,
when I’d write I’d make it so,
I’d close my eyes and imagine things more to my writer’s skill,
than the sickening emptiness our moments never filled,
romanticizing being a prisoner of love,
in truth a ticking clock that never strikes the hour,
we’d tired of simple love so long before,
it’s complexities are all we play for,
a feast of the sting of endless loneliness,
devour any little bit of the past,
while trying to create the wilted future,
the poisoned flowers don’t come back in spring,
gone and left my mind astray,
coming full circle,
and there are no words to utter,
to predict this spell I’m under,
I betrayed the soul,
by asking to see you with others,
implying it upped the stakes of the game,
it tickled m
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To love and lust in the same breath
beside the same heart
to never separate the two
is only experienced near you
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I am
In you I am fearless
your life intertwined into the fabric of my being
within you I am two
indivisible and indestructible
you open me to all I dare to be
I make a tear in all I used to see
and here I stand at the other side
never to let perish
that which in myself resides
only to vanquish all the ills that kept me timid
whimpering child waiting for approval
I am all or nothing as you desire
I am the heart of the fire
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I want to take your mind and wrap it around my finger
I’d like to allure you
reinvent what I have shown to reveal something more real
unfold a panther’s gaze never subdued
not shy and never have been
not ashamed and never will be
of an aching need
to have you near my escape
look into me
let me let this escalate
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Did you really think I’d put my mouth
where you could close your eyes
and pretend it’s her?
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The wedge grew amongst our fragile state
untied to me but tied all the same
bound by the past agreements we’d made
you’d come to me wearing the next you would bait
illogical but you felt guilt all the same
knowing of you I wouldn’t partake
but I could sense when the nights ended young
you were off to another date
and our waters flowed apart and away
and I’d never touch you as I wouldn’t insult you with such
to waste a dream wasn’t my way
and my mind would ache as they would use you for the lust in your wake
as you’d send the thoughts of you and them my way
and I’d hate you but love you all the same
and you would find another excuse for our time to come to an end
and the phone would never ring but somehow I’d continue to dial
while I managed to fend
while your body they would continue to defile
liquor yourself up till you’d numb it all away
till you could believe any lie
forgetting that true love begged for you to spare it
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Your Fave
You can’t stand this
you can fixate me
but no permanent damage
not lastingly deranged
soul bleeds from the rape
but alive again
to be violated another day
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Crazy Compass
Several glasses of wine,
it still arrived,
loud and clear,
this is more than even I could fear,
now I’m driven somewhere new,
the vodka downed attempts to numb you,
and I’m talking to Paul,
another one in a line with no end,
they are attracted to a heart that never bends,
fascinated by a decaying hole,
and the room was spinning,
and his voice kept echoing,
through my dreary head,
wished I could’ve been dead,
deceased before I’d ever seen you,
or felt what it feels to feel,
my stomach starts to reel,
seemingly worth something somewhere,
the only thing that forces me to try,
to dare,
to keep moving forward,
a welcome burden to surpass this despaired horror,
if this is what Earth has to offer me,
if this is how it goes down under this radar,
I’ll eject beyond need for compass or sonar,
I may suck at all things love,
may not have sucked all I wanted to,
but I have my own state,
I fill my own plate,
and despite watching it all taken away,
witnessing my soul
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Dragged away with claws scraping into the ground,
kept safe and sound,
from all that was myself,
from all I ever wanted to be,
now I’m free,
not bitter though,
just lonely.
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The Game
You keep searching for me,
not understanding why they are so unforgiving,
the luxury you once had with me,
long before your recent memories,
unending love and tenderness despite all the ways you would transgress,
seemed you could get away with anything,
now others seem to only sting and sting,
not having the love for you to overcome the hate you sometimes create,
in them,
searching desperately,
for that one who keeps you grounded,
makes you fly all the same,
it may not be right or sane,
but it’s all part of the game.
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The problem with me is that I actually love you,
and when you play games or abuse it,
it eventually hurts you more than I,
and it always will,
because my love won’t erase and I am soaked in and protected by it’s purity,
even if I indulge in earthly ways,
they weren’t my first choice and never will be,
they do not hold me as they are based in something that can’t be undone,
something that is loyal to the bottom,
it is eternal,
my love for you is myself,
and myself can’t ever be taken away,
so when you toy with your many ploys,
the burn on my end tears a gaping hole yet immediately mends,
the fate of someone who, once long ago, struck truest love,
knows it as they know themselves,
is to withstand all it’s worldly hate,
to always reach despite the bait,
to watch eyes wide open,
as their heart is broken again and again,
but to never be subjected to their emotion’s degeneration.
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The Utmost
The presence of your body,
was always exquisite perfection to me,
beautiful male,
actuality to the utmost,
but it is your mind that I miss most.
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seeing you there
catching up to who we are
running into tomorrow
astounded by you standing there expecting me
no longer questioning our beauty
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The Stinger
I almost traverse the forge with steel intact
then just a quiet sliver of you
I become detached
from all that is worldly
and my past falls behind
no longer a name or a face
no more in a time or place
Achilles heel
I tell myself be brave
I plead with myself behave
don’t budge
don’t cave
but at this opening
I’m neither here nor there
as you’ve again become my everywhere
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Supach Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2018  Hobbyist
Thank you for the :star: :)
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For sure!
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Merry Christmas! :D
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You too! Thanks for the wishes!
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