I-Hasa-Muffin

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I-Hasa-Muffin

Jun 11, 2010

Bye...

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I'm moving...
Im giving this thing up...

So add me here :3
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I-Hasa-Muffin

May 17, 2010

^{So yepp, messages seem more like a job than something fun... I'm tired and run down
I'm probably just have one of my bitchy moments, hehehe
But yeah I've been obsessed with my pokeman games... xD
There like drugs, so that's what I've been doing lately, oh yeah I also am doing this enormous project for school!! It's horrid....
So yeah, me and my girlfriend, aren't doing so well... Not that I expected it to last... Hahaha
Middle school relationships NEVER last, hahaha

Well, hmmm... I know I had mor! Oh yeah thanks to the people that wished me a happy birthday <3
Also I will try to upload those photos, I'm just really lazy...

Other than that I can't think of anything else, but drop in and chat more often.

Good Friends!
Bass-In-My-SKULL, LOLIchigo, ToushiroHitsugayaROX, Miss-Francis, SmilingMuffin,ManiacalMuffin,5P-emotes, oObekahOo, Burning-Flareon, Kino-Hugs, XxspongebobstalkerxX, and susyl

Deviants Who Inspire Me!
ManiacalMuffin,BurgerBunny,MixedMilkChOcOlate, Kezzi-Rose and Sinister-Starfeesh

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I Love Ya All And Without you I'd Be Nothing <3}

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I-Hasa-Muffin

Apr 28, 2010

Devious Journal Entry

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^{Okaii, so in response to my previous journal I'd like to let you know that I read all of your comments... I just was really scared and stuff and I don't fel like talking about it... The dreams have stopped for the most part...

Well I've been down in the dumps lately because my good friend Manny(ManiacalMuffin) hasn't been on as much lately... But she is coming back!!

But on a good note I have been pixeling a little... You see I go through phases of obsession, My three things I obsess over and they are facebook, gaia online, and deviantART. Sadly I'm not good at keeping them balanced...
So one month I'll be here non stop other months I'll be on gaia for the whole day and on other days I will just be talking on facebook

Well on Friday I'm going to the Bronx! That should be fun!! I'll be there with my parents and sister plus my cousins!! I'll be sure to crazy with my camera

Well I haven't been doing to good in school so I have been trying to catch up... I have a D in Social Studies!!! I've always had B- and up so it was a big shocker!!
But yepp, after some extra credit and ACTUALLY studying for a test -cough- In the period before -cough- I have brought it up

I don't really know what else to write...?? Hmmm... I really don't know...
Oh well I guess thats good for you, no more ranting from me for another day

Good Friends!
Bass-In-My-SKULL, LOLIchigo, ToushiroHitsugayaROX, Miss-Francis, SmilingMuffin,ManiacalMuffin,5P-emotes, oObekahOo, Burning-Flareon, Kino-Hugs, XxspongebobstalkerxX, and susyl

Deviants Who Inspire Me!
ManiacalMuffin,BurgerBunny,MixedMilkChOcOlate, Kezzi-Rose and Sinister-Starfeesh

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I Love Ya All And Without you I'd Be Nothing <3}

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I-Hasa-Muffin

Apr 25, 2010

Her...

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^{Well, hello there! <3
I know I've been all emo-ish lately and I apologize, but I have more emo news...
I was talking to my friend(You know who you are) on facebook and I brought up a topic... It was basically a question just in general and it said "All my friends that I loved with all my heart have left me... Why is that??" And she said she wasn't so sure... She never had that happen to her... Then I said I had 7 of my best friends that I loved move away... never to speak to me again, 2 have died... and then the one that might have scared her...

1 of my friends... I can't even remember her name now but she just left... here one day, healthy and happy... the next day she wasn't at school, I asked where is... I can't remember her name... and the teacher had no idea who I as talking about and I argued back saying that she was here the day before and the whole class said we never had a girl like that in our class... I said we did one last time and everyone screamed "NO!" I gave up for that moment, and I went home. I searched through my room and I found this old photo album of us, all the pictures with her face were gone... her face had been cut out... I panicked, not knowing what was happening... Not knowing at that moment time had erased her... Never to be seen or remembered again...I ran down and said "Mom! Dad! Why are the pictures of ... not here!?" I had forgotten her name at that moment They said I must be sick so they had me stay home and take so medicine... the next day I came back and asked everyone "Where is that girl!? The one who was my best friend!?" Everybody said I must be wrong, there isn't anyone like that... I was later taken to therapy by my teachers recommendation... As time went on I naturally forgot about her... But two days ago I came across this thing that said "You're a really great person. Stay in my life okay?" I looked at it and felt this weird pulse... Like something was triggered... I ignored it but when I went to sleep I had the weirdest dream, I could see me and her running, I don't know where but we where going somewhere, all i could see was it was in a field... The sky was a light blue that was so uplifting... Her face was all white nothing, I could see her brown hair running down her back... But her face it was just white... We kept running, giggling and fooling around... Then all of a sudden she collapsed! I ran over and saw her crying... She screamed an agonizing scream... One that would scar me forever... Then as she cried she said "Why did you forget about me?!" Then the scream again... I woke up! I started crying... I don't know what to do now... I know she's real... but I'm just so scared...

Good Friends!
Bass-In-My-SKULL, LOLIchigo, ToushiroHitsugayaROX, Miss-Francis, SmilingMuffin,ManiacalMuffin,5P-emotes, oObekahOo, Burning-Flareon, Kino-Hugs, XxspongebobstalkerxX, and susyl

Deviants Who Inspire Me!
ManiacalMuffin,BurgerBunny,MixedMilkChOcOlate, Kezzi-Rose and Sinister-Starfeesh

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I Love Ya All And Without you I'd Be Nothing <3}

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I-Hasa-Muffin

Apr 23, 2010

More updates

11 min read

^{Soo yepp, I haven't written one of these in which seems like a long time for me...
I guess I might just catch you up and rant a little...
So save yourself now... Dx
Well this week I'm on vacation and stuff so I'll be one a lot
I 've been having mood swings, I'll tell you about each one...
Okaii so I just finished the Holocaust unit in school... It's so depressing... I just haven't been the same since it started, it kind of killed me... and now I'm just this depressed kid who needs to find a new hobby other than the computer and acting... That sums up the sadness for the most part... It just always pops up...Another thing is I just hate hanging around one of my friends when she's in a bad mood... It just makes me sad and a little annoyed...
Now the anger... probably the worst... since it's ruining my life making me push my friends and family away... Well like if some one talks to me I normally just snap back... I don't know why... It's like just annoying for me... The anger runs me down... and when I fight I loose... -sighs-
I guess now I can cover happiness, I'll also put crazy under it... Well for crazy, I was at my friend's(Skye) house and I turned 7th Heaven on, hahaha and literally for a minute every one was Queen Latifah!! It was so fucking crazy!! I'm not kidding! Everyone one had her body and face, they were just different heights and different voices!! It scared the shit out of me!! I fell back in my seat and when I got up everyone was normal again!! Okaii and also it seems I'm only happy in school... actually scratch that! I'm only happy during lurch where instead of eating I talk to my friends, oh yeah! I lost weight~~~<3 I'm so happy! It was only like 5 pounds but I look better!! I also have grown taller a lot! Like 6 inches since last year!! I haven't had my growth spurt yet either! I'll submit a pic of me! >3<
Now the tiredness... So it comes then leaves... In wood shop I literally was fine then I just felt sooo tired! I wanted to snuggle up to my friend and take a nap... But she was all bitchy about her period or something... I leaned on her and she snapped Dx So the other day I fell asleep in English class, hahaha my teacher saw and said "Sure he is sleeping but, why wake him up when we can take pictures!?" So I woke up and everyone was staring at me and then they started laughing and then she showed me the pictures and kids took pictures with me like I was some tourist attraction... Hahaha!
There are sooo many more emotions I have been feeling... but I don't want to bore you to death, haha. Also There is this guy... Ian Gowell... <3 Oh babeh! He is really cute!! Gosh I wish he was bi... But I guess I can just admire from afar... <3 <3 <3
Hahaha~~~<3 So yepp that's my life.. other than that my dad has been horrible to me </3

Good Friends!
Bass-In-My-SKULL, LOLIchigo, ToushiroHitsugayaROX, Miss-Francis, SmilingMuffin,ManiacalMuffin,5P-emotes, oObekahOo, Burning-Flareon, Kino-Hugs, XxspongebobstalkerxX, and susyl

Deviants Who Inspire Me!
ManiacalMuffin,BurgerBunny,MixedMilkChOcOlate, Kezzi-Rose and Sinister-Starfeesh

[Bullet; Orange][Bullet; Yellow][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Orange][Bullet; Yellow][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Orange][Bullet; Yellow][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Orange]

I Love Ya All And Without you I'd Be Nothing <3}

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