I've lived my life, not caring about a damn thing. I have everything a man could want, I have money, women, beer, friends. I live in the pub basically, I do what I want.
Except... I don't want this anymore.
I find myself saying... "this isn't me, this isn't my life".
At one time I had a family that loved me, I had parents, I had siblings...
Now what do I have? Everything but actual love and companionship.
Wow, I am so lonely. How did things end up like this?