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Panda // Female // Married
Silver Fox Kennels | Handlers and Tokotas
Though I'm in my late 20s going into my early 30's I try to do the best I can with the hand life has dealt me. My mother has recently moved back and tried to resume the mental and emotional abuse she's been doing for over 20 years.

I suffer from Bipolar Disorder with psychotic features and it is a constantly hard battle as it is all happening alongside with my PTSD. I'm on many medications to deal with physical illness' which also stems from my PTSD. Though I am married, I am mostly dealing with all of it alone because I don't feel as if my husband can be as sympathetic as I need him to be in my time of need, though he does try.

I appreciate anyone that took the time to read this and it means more to me than you could know, though I'm sure you're asking why did I freely give that information out. Well I'm hoping to be closer to transparent because if at least one person talks about it, maybe awareness will spread and grow. I have no issues discussing my illnesses, so if you wanna know, just ask.

I want to give a personal shout out to my friend GlowtheFae for her continued support and for being the inspiration that got me the help I've apparently needed for the last 20 years but never got.
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Thoughts for my miniature poodle, Dexter. He's with the vet tonight because the poor boy's having a "plumbing" issue. I'm hoping he gets to  come home tomorrow because the house is too damn quiet without his constant, paranoid barking. ;-;
On vacation! Replies will likely be slow. Thanks for your patience.
As if the letter wasn't enough, Methuselah decided to call. I didn't hear it ring so I didn't answer, but a voicemail was left so I'll find out what to do with it from my therapist. My Panda senses are tingling though and it's not about the cheesecake....
When it's your birthday and you think someone's trying to ruin it, but you can't quite figure out how and wonder if that's what was supposed to happen when you got their letter. 

If you could go anywhere in the world with money and laws not an obstacle, where would you go? 

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ppgrainbow Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconthanksllamaplz: :hug:
humanservantyume Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome ^^
ppgrainbow Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
humanservantyume Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
paytonsnewheart Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the llama!
humanservantyume Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're most welcome ^^
bear48 Featured By Owner May 23, 2018  Professional

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Thank you for the Llama

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humanservantyume Featured By Owner May 23, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're more welcome ^^
robskind Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
Starfire-Productions Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Baby Groot thanks you for the llama :)
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