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Though I'm in my late 20s going into my early 30's I try to do the best I can with the hand life has dealt me. My mother has recently moved back and tried to resume the mental and emotional abuse she's been doing for over 20 years.

I suffer from Bipolar Disorder with psychotic features and it is a constantly hard battle as it is all happening alongside with my PTSD. I'm on many medications to deal with physical illness' which also stems from my PTSD. Though I am married, I am mostly dealing with all of it alone because I don't feel as if my husband can be as sympathetic as I need him to be in my time of need, though he does try.

I appreciate anyone that took the time to read this and it means more to me than you could know, though I'm sure you're asking why did I freely give that information out. Well I'm hoping to be closer to transparent because if at least one person talks about it, maybe awareness will spread and grow. I have no issues discussing my illnesses, so if you wanna know, just ask.

I want to give a personal shout out to my friend GlowtheFae for her continued support and for being the inspiration that got me the help I've apparently needed for the last 20 years but never got.
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So I'm going to start the hunt for an artist who can draw my tribe a companion that meets the standards of the :icontokotas: group and I'm letting my watchers who read this get first dibs on this commission. I know exactly what animal species I'd like, but as for the specifics about it, still kinda looking on that but I should have a selection soon for that. I'm willing to pay, but I will be selective with who I choose so please, give some examples of what you think is close to the standard ^^
Thoughts for my miniature poodle, Dexter. He's with the vet tonight because the poor boy's having a "plumbing" issue. I'm hoping he gets to  come home tomorrow because the house is too damn quiet without his constant, paranoid barking. ;-;
On vacation! Replies will likely be slow. Thanks for your patience.

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SundaysPony Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey Huggle!
I think people don´t tell each other enough, how much they appreciate each others art!
So I am here to tell you that I think you art is wonderful! Keep on doing amazing art! Heart
Greetings Asgardian Daydream and SundaysPony Huggle!
If you are here it means, I love your art! by SundaysPony
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humanservantyume Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Well hello and thank you! ^^

I agree, people don't tell each other how much their art is appreciated or when they think something's good, even if it's not professional grade. I'm better at backgrounds still right now, but I still try sometimes and I've seen slight improvement. ^///^ It really does give me a little confidence boost when I get messages like these. You don't see enough of people being nice and encouraging around here lately (and I've noticed a rise in art theft as well) so thank you very much for this. It means more than you know ^^
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SundaysPony Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It is my pleasure! Yes you are definetly right we should encourage people more than we are doing right now. i am trying my best to always tell people when I like their art and not only look at it and then do something else. Most of the time I do not get any response. But I am always glad when I could make the people smile, so I am really glad you took the time to write such a response, I really apreciate it! :D
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humanservantyume Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Well I figure if someone took the time to post something to me, it's the least I can do to write a reply back ^^ I know a lot of the people who seem to be super popular don't feel like they have to respond, but I know quite a few people who love to receive messages like that, because it makes them feel good to get one nice thing out of like 20 troll comments. ^^ So again thank you for the kind words, you never know when they'll lift someone's spirit.
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gregorionegaard Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the llama!
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humanservantyume Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome ^^
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ppgrainbow Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconthanksllamaplz: :hug:
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humanservantyume Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome ^^
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ppgrainbow Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug::heart:
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humanservantyume Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
^^
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