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United States
Current Residence: Freedom, PA
Favourite photographer: Adams
Operating System: Mac OSX
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Skin of choice: my own, thank you
Favourite cartoon character: Brak
Hey all,

Whew, what a year it's been and things aren't improving much. My strength continues to be tested almost on a monthly basis. Tragedy seems to surround and I am trying my hardest to be strong and to come out from all of this okay. It's a very long story but my art has definitely taken a back seat to family and close friends. I am stretched very thin and trying to keep my head above water while juggling a new business on top of everything else. I miss you all here on DeviantARt. Please feel free to find me on facebook. I spend a little time there.

I hope you are all doing well and feeling productive. I haven't been creating much lately but I am working on a tattoo for my sister-in-law's rib cage. I love it so much that I'm considering another piece for my own ribs.

Please keep your loved ones close. I can't stress how fragile and fleeting life is. I asked my sister the other day why this is all happening now. I  hadn't experienced true loss until the age of 35 and once it started, it hasn't stopped. Her answer rang very true. She said I wasn't strong enough then and she's right. I can't believe the emotional havoc that a human can endure and I'm proud of the fact that it hasn't gotten the better of me yet. I've been dealing in many ways... mostly by spending every waking moment trying to be a better friend, a better grand daughter, a better sister. Also, by purging all of the things I've been hanging onto for the last twenty years. I want to de-clutter and simplify. Minimize my life's possessions and get back to basics.

Love to all of you.
  • Listening to: dehumidifier
  • Reading: Life of Pi
  • Drinking: iced chai



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Rockonteddy Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Love you Jess! Wherever you are I hope you are at peace with yourself. xx
MOONDOGPROD1 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2010
Hi, Jess, -thanks for stopping by.
Nice surprise!
God bless...MD~~:arc:
Imjss Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2010  Hobbyist Artist
i miss u :)
hotrats51 Featured By Owner May 4, 2010
I miss you, too. I haven't been on in forever. so many things in my life have changed and art has taken a back seat, though not permanently. xoxox Sending love!
TwirlyMind Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2009
Jesse, where are you?
hotrats51 Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2009
In Pittsburgh, currently but I may be in Charleston, SC for three months during this winter. Thanks for the kind note. Things are looking up - just one of those years. Too many young people passing away.
TwirlyMind Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2009
Winter in a warm spot: Good idea! You are most welcome. Glad to hear things are looking up. Be well!
sober Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2009
I've got something for you. :)
hotrats51 Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2009
Wow, totally missed this post! Can't believe it's been such a long time. I'm really sorry.
sober Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2009
:) it's quite alright

I was going to mail you "path of least resistance"
the entire time drawing it I thought it would be perfect for you to make into something amazing..

if you feel up for it (no time line whatsoever expected) then let me know and I'll send it your way.. KEEP THIS ONE this time :)

cheers, hope all it well
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