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grace & peace
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the willing slave
you are infinity. you are chasms, you are sinew stretched across the milky way, you're a star-spangled blanket keeping me warm in my journey across the star-lighted world. i find it hard to skip across the ocean like a stone without your hand to toss me and catch me on the other side. you take me in the night, toss me in the fire, and heat your fingers with my crackling bones. you are my master, and i your willing slave.
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four in the morning
 i don't have the words to express nights of coffee and sunrises, where silence is tangible and my footsteps are music. these are nights alone, watching clocks tick my freedom by, and feeling potential rise and fall like the oceans in my uterus. these are nights of infinity, until the light creeps in the window and your usual morning alarm reminds you it's time for your nocturnal slumber.
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you are my sunshine
♫you are my sunshine♫ the sun shines on my cheeks and i feel blessed to be alive ♫my only sunshine♫ the sun shines and all i can think of is you, and our wonderful life ♫you make me happy♫ and i'm happy just to... mmm... just to breathe in the air and be next to you ♫when skies are grey♫ grateful that grey is not in sight, every colour vibrant, pouring beauty into my grateful eyes ♫you'll never know dear♫ dear to me is this rare feeling of bliss, of worth, of life ♫how much i love you♫ you bring this feeling out in me, take the darkness away ♫so please d
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my existence lives in blank spaces: the space between moments where infinity lives; pregnant spaces between words that birth stories and questions and songs and "i love you"s; spaces between places where journeys are the point; the space between your head and your hand, and that moment's hesitation between decision and action; the space between a kid's teeth that they're so proud to fill with a new, adult tooth; the endless space between one song and the next; and the space between you and me, that i never leave because i can't quite reach you, but going back to me would be like admitting defeat.
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the willing slave
you are infinity. you are chasms, you are sinew stretched across the milky way, you're a star-spangled blanket keeping me warm in my journey across the star-lighted world. i find it hard to skip across the ocean like a stone without your hand to toss me and catch me on the other side. you take me in the night, toss me in the fire, and heat your fingers with my crackling bones. you are my master, and i your willing slave.
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four in the morning
 i don't have the words to express nights of coffee and sunrises, where silence is tangible and my footsteps are music. these are nights alone, watching clocks tick my freedom by, and feeling potential rise and fall like the oceans in my uterus. these are nights of infinity, until the light creeps in the window and your usual morning alarm reminds you it's time for your nocturnal slumber.
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you are my sunshine
♫you are my sunshine♫ the sun shines on my cheeks and i feel blessed to be alive ♫my only sunshine♫ the sun shines and all i can think of is you, and our wonderful life ♫you make me happy♫ and i'm happy just to... mmm... just to breathe in the air and be next to you ♫when skies are grey♫ grateful that grey is not in sight, every colour vibrant, pouring beauty into my grateful eyes ♫you'll never know dear♫ dear to me is this rare feeling of bliss, of worth, of life ♫how much i love you♫ you bring this feeling out in me, take the darkness away ♫so please d
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Anorexia Nervosa 2
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July 18, 1992
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Deviant for 12 years
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Hello, dA. It's been a long time. I've been coming on frequently, but I haven't had time to do art lately (and never felt like I was talented enough to post it here when I did), I've had writer's block and again have lost the confidence to post it, and I didn't see a reason to post journal entries if I was contributing nothing else to the community. But right now I need community. I've been dealing with a lot of struggles in my life. I'm in my first year of university, so the stress is overwhelming. I'm struggling with an eating disorder, and my father died on Tuesday. It's becoming difficult to live out my daily life. So I need community.
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I've actually been coming on dA almost every day! I still rarely post anything, as I've nothing worthwhile to post, but it's nice to be here again. Nothing else to say. Just felt like dropping a line. :) Grace and peace, Kinnery
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Birthday, school, uhh...
Short update! My birthday is on the 18th. Yay! I'll be 18! I graduated high school (NCCI 2010! woohoo!) so I'll be going to university in the fall. I was going to go to McGill but money fell through... so I'll be at Guelph! Hopefully it'll rock. Nothing much other than that. Peace out!
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CaylexTimewiseStudent Digital Artist
Hi sis!
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indi-is-conanProfessional Photographer
thx for the :+favlove:
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blackroseloverHobbyist Photographer
Hey thank you for the :+devwatch:
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thanks for the fav!! :blowkiss:
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thanks a bunch for the fave, kinny-poo xP i've missed seeing you around o:
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It's definitely been a while!