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always alive by Hospital-affliction always alive :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 3 0 don't stop by Hospital-affliction don't stop :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 0 1 stretch yourself by Hospital-affliction stretch yourself :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 0 0 waiting for deliverance by Hospital-affliction waiting for deliverance :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 1 2 adequate pipes by Hospital-affliction adequate pipes :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 0 3
the willing slave
you are infinity.
you are chasms,
you are sinew stretched across
the milky way, you're a
star-spangled blanket
keeping me warm in my journey
across the star-lighted world.
i find it hard to
skip across the ocean like a stone
without your hand to toss me
and catch me on the other side.
you take me in the night,
toss me in the fire,
and heat your fingers
with my crackling bones.
you are my master,
and i your willing slave.
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body stories :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 1 5
four in the morning
i don't have the words to express
nights of coffee and sunrises,
where silence is tangible and
my footsteps are music.
these are nights alone,
watching clocks tick my freedom by,
and feeling potential rise and fall
like the oceans in my uterus.
these are nights of infinity,
until the light creeps in the window
and your usual morning alarm
reminds you it's time
for your nocturnal slumber.
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you are my sunshine
♫you are my sunshine♫
the sun shines on my cheeks and i feel blessed to be alive
♫my only sunshine♫
the sun shines and all i can think of is you, and our wonderful life
♫you make me happy♫
and i'm happy just to... mmm... just to breathe in the air and be next to you
♫when skies are grey♫
grateful that grey is not in sight, every colour vibrant, pouring beauty into my grateful eyes
♫you'll never know dear♫
dear to me is this rare feeling of bliss, of worth, of life
♫how much i love you♫
you bring this feeling out in me, take the darkness away
♫so please don't take my sunshine away♫
away we go, away, take this life and live it, away into a day that we can't wait to have
♫the other night dear♫
dear to me are those who've gone before me, and braved the evils that i hope to never have to brave
♫as i lay sleeping♫
sleeping safe and sound and knowing it's not fair, because i'm the only
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blank spaces
my existence lives in blank spaces:
the space between moments
where infinity lives;
pregnant spaces between words that
birth stories and questions
and songs and "i love you"s;
spaces between places
where journeys are the point;
the space between your head
and your hand, and
that moment's hesitation between
decision and action;
the space between a kid's teeth
that they're so proud to fill
with a new, adult tooth;
the endless space between one song
and the next;
and the space between you and me,
that i never leave because
i can't quite reach you,
but going back to me would be like
admitting defeat.
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strawberry blonde hospitals
lock of
strawberry blonde hair,
resting on white,
on white.
she thinks she is the
queen of france, she
rides the trees and
loves to dance, and
someday she'll survive,
and rest again
beneath her crown.
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showing the love a little late by Hospital-affliction showing the love a little late :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 2 2
Catching Loneliness
Alone on park bench -- makes me catch my breath,
And here I call up mem'ries distant past.
Icy cold, I hear the whisper of death,
A painful shiver that I know will last
And call me into night's infinity --
A witless prisoners of streetlight's gift
Not knowing its hapless pertinancy.
The snow consumes me, and I start to drift.
My mind's alone, not able to be reached;
The night is cold, and misery is here.
I think of all the promises I've breached
When suddenly, a light starts to appear.
The warmth around me wraps, and I carress
As sun breaks over the distant forest.
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Something Worth Rehearsing by Hospital-affliction Something Worth Rehearsing :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 1 0 Out Into the World by Hospital-affliction Out Into the World :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 1 0 Out of Apocalypse by Hospital-affliction Out of Apocalypse :iconhospital-affliction:Hospital-affliction 0 5

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Current Residence: Canada
Favourite genre of music: Musical theatre, classical, country, and whatever the above stuff is.
Favourite photographer: Annie Lebowitz, my friend Megan Baker, and soo many others.
Favourite style of art: No idea.
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod Shuffle. Because I have one and it was cheap.
Shell of choice: No idea what a shell is.
Wallpaper of choice: Ummm no clue.
Skin of choice: Couldn't care less.
Favourite cartoon character: THERE ARE JUST SO MANY!
Personal Quote: I couldn't care less.
Hello, dA.

It's been a long time. I've been coming on frequently, but I haven't had time to do art lately (and never felt like I was talented enough to post it here when I did), I've had writer's block and again have lost the confidence to post it, and I didn't see a reason to post journal entries if I was contributing nothing else to the community.

But right now I need community. I've been dealing with a lot of struggles in my life. I'm in my first year of university, so the stress is overwhelming. I'm struggling with an eating disorder, and my father died on Tuesday. It's becoming difficult to live out my daily life. So I need community. I need support and love. And honestly, I need art.

I'm going to spend the last of my money on photo paper and film, and start really doing photography again. There's a great photography club at my university with supplies and darkrooms and studios, so I'm going to start taking advantage of those resources (especially as I'm now an executive of that club). I'm going to try writing again, despite my insecurities. I may not post art again for a while (especially as I don't have a scanner and do all of my photography in film), but I'm going to do it.

So I guess what I'm saying is... it's good to be back, I've missed you all.
  • Listening to: the sound of silence
  • Watching: the minutes tick by
  • Playing: the game of life
  • Eating: my heart out
  • Drinking: in the moments.


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CaylexTimewise Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Hi sis!
indi-is-conan Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2010  Professional Photographer
thx for the :+favlove:
blackroselover Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey thank you for the :+devwatch:
sisko87 Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2009
thanks for the fav!! :blowkiss:
Hospital-affliction Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2010
Any time for you! ♥
Loreiet Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2009
thanks a bunch for the fave, kinny-poo xP i've missed seeing you around o:
Hospital-affliction Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2009
It's definitely been a while!
Loreiet Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2009
it certainly has! you die off a lot. maybe someday that will stop worrying me xD
Hospital-affliction Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2009
haha, yeah... commitment issues? =P
Lhene-Amira Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fave! :D
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