Some days I just want to punch people. Its usually a result of my own stupidity or whatever, but it would still feel really good to punch someone else.
I need to vent my frustrations and it just seems impossible here lately. I hate my job, I hate myself. I hate my inability to take a simple photograph that I actually like. I have been in this rut it seems for a while now. It just seems like everything is slipping away from me.
I need motivation. I need that spark that I have been missing for ages now. I know it takes time and you cant expect it to come when called for, but I desperately need something. It should be easier to find it