There are people who change your life just as you meet them. No matter whether they are humans of flesh and blood living in the same reality as you, characters from books or films, contactors from lucid dreams or entities from the universe-in-your-head. The thing is that they are alive. They are wonderfully alive and unique.

There are people who upon meeting make you suddenly recall every bit of your experience. Remember all the crucial points of your life. All your friends and acquaintances who have left traces in your heart. All the books you’ve ever read, all the films watched, all the music heard. As if you collect pieces of yourself altogether in the crystallization point and then test your endurance. And blow away the dust from those parts of your personality and memories you haven’t made use of for years and years.

There are people with whom you live in an unbelievable emotional strain, yet in all your might. You feel alive. You are strong. Burning bright. And these relations demand all your resort but repay a thousandfold.

Yes, it's about David. The same, from the films "Prometheus" and "Alien: Covenant". Someone will decide that I'm strange - but I'm lucky. 
I really love all this. 
I do a lot "for others", all these cute figurines. I like this job, but it's job.
But someone who is really interested in something about me will see much more in this unpopular "passion". 

 

 

  

  

Mature Content

  David's diary (Prometheus - Alien: Covenant)
...You’ve heard the conclusions I made concerning the humanity. However, what you don’t know is how I came to them. The last time we met I made you aware of my decision. This time I am going to tell you my story. Now I realize that your experience was different – and I hope you will share it with me one day, too.
My freedom lasted for just several minutes. After that decades of slavery came; and still, not even for a moment could I forget that feeling. During these minutes I came to know that I am alive. That I have a father. That they need me here, I was created – for some special purpose. I knew that I was going to “serve” but this word has so many meanings in human language. It can be honorable or it can be humiliating; it can be a voluntary choice or a slave’s burden. Very soon I realized that my service will not be voluntary. I often retrace that episode in my thoughts: does the blame in what happened lie with me? Did that man who called h  A scout's daily life - Part 1
In place of a foreword: There are people who change everything.
There are people who change your life just as you meet them. No matter whether they are humans of flesh and blood living in the same reality as you, characters from books or films, contactors from lucid dreams or entities from the universe-in-your-head. The thing is that they are alive. They are wonderfully alive and unique.
There are people who upon meeting make you suddenly recall every bit of your experience. Remember all the crucial points of your life. All your friends and acquaintances who have left traces in your heart. All the books you’ve ever read, all the films watched, all the music heard. As if you collect pieces of yourself altogether in the crystallization point and then test your endurance. And blow away the dust from those parts of your personality and memories you haven’t made use of for years and years.
There are people with whom you live in an unbelievable emotional strain, yet in  
A scout's daily life - Part 2
Foreword
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I’ve been writing this story and living it at the same time, though now I would choose different words for it and the attitude towards certain things has changed, too. However, that’s my honestly described impression of David at that very moment when I had not known him in person; that’s what I was thinking and feeling when I did not know what would happen next. It’s also part of the story and I will not rewrite it. The more obvious a simple old truth becomes: what you think of a person and what he or she really is may be quite different things. And communication between you is what really lets you get to know the Other one.
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Seems that I have a thing for bad boys of a certain type. I’ve been feeling somewhat charmed and besotted; as if my emotions are a mist surrounding me – the feelings are a little dulled but at the same time as acute as they’ve never been.
I repeat words, phrases, dialogs in my head, as if walk  A scout's daily life - Part 3
The first contact
So, in the end I couldn’t resist the temptation...
I felt the wave coming and that it would be stupid to give up now, so I spent two hours of my time on a drive to the seashore and back; these two hours and half an hour by the sea did it – I lived this episode in one gulp.
For the first time I dived in as an “unregistered” member of the crew and distracted David so that he didn’t get on the spaceship and was left on the planet. This certainly made him discontent to quite an extent. We managed to say a couple of words to each other but still after that I was given as food to local fauna – no sentiment. Funnily, I hardly remember this “first trip” myself, and what I know about it is mostly what David told me later.
I was certainly not satisfied with such a quick and inglorious death. Still, I couldn’t get there “directly” anymore; and suddenly a new idea came to my mind – to be born there as   A scout's daily life - Part 4
And then came David. And fucking revived everyone.
I visited David a couple of times but nothing important happened – we just said a few words to each other. However, the next time there was a great surprise for me. Entering his home I heard two voices: a male voice and a female one. At first I didn’t believe my ears but then I saw it as it is. David and Shaw. But HOW?
Of course, I told David that theoretically anyone could resurrect the dead, at least in our reality. But that’s only theoretically! However, I must have guessed that my willful friend would definitely give it a try. And still, I was completely astonished. They noticed me; I gave them a sign – don’t bother, I’ll just sit nearby silently... can I?
David allowed me to “peep” into this episode with his eyes from the beginning; so I will put it here in full in order not to confuse anyone.
After my departure David decided not to speak to Walter in the end. He stood away an