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Childhood Hater by HomicidalLilly Childhood Hater :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 1 3 Smoogo by HomicidalLilly Smoogo :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 0 0
The pain that overwhelms me day after day,
All these things keep happening; I never had a say.
I just keep bending,
It seems like I'm always pretending.
Always forgetting the things you do; the things you never say,
Oh how silly, these games we play.
I feel as though I've lost all grace,
Knowing I'm part of this high-stakes race.
Denied you heart; what's rightfully mine,
I hold up my glass and take a swig of the wine.
She'll not win; stubbornly I refuse defeat,
This is a challenge I must humbly meet.
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Call of the Goddess
There were newly fallen trees among the strong and old. Many bared scars where the flames had touched them. Whereas some of the trees that were still standing had cuts and gashes in them, some healed others still wounded. The woods were quiet with the exception of a few voices.
"Well you finally managed to create an adequate fire blast. Now watch, I will show you how to cast a minor healing spell," said a cloaked figure in a beautifully feminine voice.
The woman, Gwen, walked up to one of the injured trees and held her hands over one of the gashes as three other cloaked figures watched in silence. A bright white light flooded from Gwen hands and wrapped around the tree spiraling upward and into the sky. Suddenly, as if from nowhere, hundreds of fireflies surrounded the tree. Gwen started to chant in what sounded like inverted English. When she stopped chanting the light faded away and the fireflies slowly disappeared. The wounds on the tree were gone. Not even scars were left too tell
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Inter Depths of a Feline Soul by HomicidalLilly Inter Depths of a Feline Soul :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 0 2
Dancing in a crimson rain,
Wading in a crimson sea,
Laughing at your screams of pain.
A rush of joy upon my face,
A smile sits upon my lips,
You disappeared without a trace.
Burned and bled are you,
And not a tear is shed.
No one says your name,
In fear their fate will be the same.
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My heart-ache
Like broken crystal on the floor,
Shards and splinters forgotten once more,
Lies my still beating heart,
Slowly bleeding and broken apart.
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Let Me Be
"Don't tell me you love me! You don't know what that word means," Lilly yelled throwing a
vase against the wall. Clenching her fists and staring at the fragments of the shattered vase she continued, " have mistreated me. You have disrespected me. Hell, you've treated me like shit. I'm tired of it." Slowly she turned her head and raised her eyes and stared blankly ahead.
"How could you love me? You been nothing but trouble for me. You never gave me any proof that you even like me." Tears slid freely from Lilly's eyes. Taking deep breaths she continued, "I have given you everything. I have taken so many loses just so you could be comfortable. I raised a child that wasn't mine because you didn't want to have full responsibility for your son. I have wasted my life trying to make you happy." Lilly's heart was beating faster and her breathing was growing raged as she became more upset. She was standing up straight, shoulders back, and anger, heart-ach, and defiance shown in her eyes
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Stars by HomicidalLilly Stars :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 0 1 Winter by HomicidalLilly Winter :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 0 1 Clumsy by HomicidalLilly Clumsy :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 0 0 Druged by HomicidalLilly Druged :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 2 4 Cobwebs by HomicidalLilly Cobwebs :iconhomicidallilly:HomicidalLilly 1 3


Brand from League of Legends by longai Brand from League of Legends :iconlongai:longai 1,601 106 minecraft by poke-may-drew1313 minecraft :iconpoke-may-drew1313:poke-may-drew1313 4,995 0 anatomy + shading study by saTHOMASo anatomy + shading study :iconsathomaso:saTHOMASo 970 44 Anatomy by KarimFakhoury Anatomy :iconkarimfakhoury:KarimFakhoury 702 83 Lorich 13 - Fancy rat by DianePhotos Lorich 13 - Fancy rat :icondianephotos:DianePhotos 7,745 838 Thjazi 2 - Fancy rat by DianePhotos Thjazi 2 - Fancy rat :icondianephotos:DianePhotos 5,114 440 .. And Then She Kissed Me.. by Khomenko .. And Then She Kissed Me.. :iconkhomenko:Khomenko 3,617 286 With love by daskull With love :icondaskull:daskull 2,981 219 Black Lace by MissHayleyBee Black Lace :iconmisshayleybee:MissHayleyBee 1,880 223 nothing to see here GTFO plz by nocturnalMoTH nothing to see here GTFO plz :iconnocturnalmoth:nocturnalMoTH 50,898 5,038 Loving a Marine by Lostshychica23 Loving a Marine :iconlostshychica23:Lostshychica23 24 40 Death likes chainsaws. by Uzlo Death likes chainsaws. :iconuzlo:Uzlo 34 14
A Not-Love Poem
[What the stars tossed, salt-casual, onto the not-black of the not-night suggest could be love, but I can't read them.]
This is not a love poem,
not-love, a not-love poem.
Falling waist deep into February
stomping the signatures of lost years
in footprints on the pristine present-
this, not-night has become electric
with memories smashing through
the thin ice of teenage alchemy,
charged, with the possibility of
or evena complete skeleton
of our separate childhoods
frozen underneath.
we, are the miners of nostalgia, now.
But in this not-night,
with the subtle city lights,
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I Love The Way You Love Me
I love the way I can talk to you
And say what's on my mind
I never have to look away
Or keep a thing inside
Tears fill my eyes when you're not around
Or when you just don't care
But I know in my heart you will do what's right
For me, you will always dare
Material things will never matter
As long as I have you
You make every day that passes
So much easier to get through
My worries disappear when you're around
No thoughts of pain or doubt
I feel your love when you hold me close
And kiss me if I pout
I don't care what they are talking about
All I care for is you
I'll jump off a building to show you my love
If that's what I have to do
I love you for everything that you are
Not what you promise to be
I know you can't see why or how
You're the most important thing to me
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Sheep by evilchibiminion Sheep :iconevilchibiminion:evilchibiminion 404 65



United States
Current Residence: Mass.
Favourite genre of music: Anything but rap
Favourite photographer: My step mom Kim
Favourite cartoon character: The Box Ghost
Personal Quote: Like broken crystal on the floor...
How wonderfully predictable is it that once I finally figure out that I'm in love with him he's unavailable. And to think I finally got the balls to tell him too.

Some one wish the happy couple good luck for me.
  • Listening to: The sound of the noise that broke my heart


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saTHOMASo Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
thx for the fav :)
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anime-monkey13 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2010  Student Digital Artist
hey, jess i see u found my new account! ^_^
HomicidalLilly Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2010
I found it a while ago. I just couldn't find the poll. lol
anime-monkey13 Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2010  Student Digital Artist
what did u vote 4
HomicidalLilly Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2010
Daichi? i don't know i cant spell in japanese.
siaorie Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2007  Professional
Today is love your friends day. Send this to all your friends and me if I am one.

If you get 7 back, then you are a TRUE FRIEND... If you get a dozen you're trully loved!!

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Send this heart to everyone you care about including me if you care. See how many times you get this, if you get a dozen your loved!!

Zarbac Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2006
Hello Jess
Chris-no-Baka Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2006
hey jess! yo found me! :glomp:
Namryb Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2006
I'll give you Manga Studio Debut....
as soon as I find it....
Namryb Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2006

:heart: Justine

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