So here's a fun little fact about me; i'm a hypocrite,
i'm a hypocrite because i'm just some sorry ass wreck of a human being so consumed and tormented by her own guilt and emotional problems i honestly have no right to tell to forgive yourselves. i cant fix my mistakes,and thats something i've accepted and live with, nothing i can do but keep on going ahead but it doesn't make the pain go away. i've screwed up constantly,and despite my best efforts to stop...i just cant seem to keep making errors left and right, and that hurts.
but thats why i go out of my way to encourage others,nobody deserves to feel this way and be the kinda person i a
being in love with someone and not knowing how to tell them is a painful feeling....;.;
so many fears,so many uncertainties...its just so..hard living like this,keeping your feelings locked away in your heart. :/