hikaru-riku

Scream
The door stands wide
An exit that is one of a kind
With no light or path
Just gaze
Wind up and walk
The path of pain
It’s for you
Just one way
It’s much easier anyway
To walk down
A road of darkness
Push and I will go
I poison you
I hurt you
I am your problem
You are my pain
You are my sadness
You broke me
Broken like you
Nothing new
Be done with me
Push down that path
Just like you were meant to do
Get rid of me
And set yourself free
We are both hurting
What more can there be…..

No one is perfect.
No one is normal.
No one is truly sane.
No one is truly right.
No one is really okay.
No one has not at least told one lie.
No one has not doubted themselves even once.
No one has not faced terrible situations at one point in their lives.
No one has ever spoken their mind without consequence.
Guess what, we have all gone through all of this during our lives.
I know I have.

Her steps slowed as she watched the group walk ahead of her. She looked at their backs as they furthered away from her. 'So far away', she thought.
The group walked on normally with laughter and small conversations. To them, it was as if everyone was there and no one was missing so they kept on walking.
They had forgotten all about her. The girl who they waited to see. The girl who they wanted to hang out with for a day.
Everything seemed to tune out for her as the crowds of people continued on passing by her and around her. The noises were all mute to her.
'Why do you all feel so far away?', she thought as she reached out her hand in hopes of grabbing onto them. But she caught nothing but air.
They were no longer in her view. She stood alone with tears welling up in her eyes.
The noises she had tuned out returned much louder. People walked past her with stares and pointed fingers.
"So far away...", she whispered as she hiccuped.
She had stopped walking long ago and now she stood there

Life was nothing but the norm for the woman as she drove off to school with a cereal bar in hand. The streets were always empty early in the mornings when the fog filled the air. It seemed no different to see a car here or there or run into red lights every so often.  A strong light beamed from behind but the woman thought nothing of it. Upon the next light everything just turned white.