Uni application update:
well it's 11th Jan and my deadline 15th Jan
My college have yet to accept the request to write my reference
and Even if they did yesterday there's no way in heck It'll be done before that date
that's that i guess?
I tried ...
God, THIS is why I didnt want to do this, I can't deal with it. It's just sent me on a downward spiral of depression and I can honestly feel myself being dragged into a hole mentally and ..I just can't ..I knew I wouldn't be able to cope with any of this for a reason...same with if i did get it done yet got rejected ..I can't cope with that kind of blow ..not now