Years ago, something started to really wake in you. You saw something you were passionate about being attacked. You saw developers, gamers, and game journalists fight against each other. You started getting politically active in your time. You thought it was a just cause to fight back against an oppressive force at the time.
Then the 2016 inauguration happened.
Ever since then, you tried to learn more about the world around you. You scrambled haphazardly gathering information about what was right and wrong in the world.
Today, you tried to put that information to the test, and failed miserably. Even though you said what you thought was right, you made a huge fool of yourself. You fell apart today, and found yourself drowning in the world's fights.
Today, it's time to pick yourself up.
It's time to stop taking information from the world. It's time you focused on what's important. It's not the world or its people. It's your soul.
It's time to focus on what it means to be Christian. To be godly. It's time to be humble, not fighting back. It's time to be meek, not violent. It's time to give up fighting a battle you can't win and will end up hurting yourself.
It's time to focus on God and his word. It's time to change your ways and make yourself kind, mature, and humble. The Lord will provide for you. The Lord will keep you and nurture you. There will be people that will still confront you, not for your worldly views, but your godly views. Though you may be hurt by these people, remember that you are to be humble and mind yourself. Do not let the world into your heart, for it has nothing to offer you.
Let this public journal be a reminder. A reminder of what you are, were, and will be. Let others that love you and care for you into your heart, instead of the hate that's surrounding the world today.
God ordained you, and the world can't take that away from you.
Remember: Be humble, be meek, be kind. Let Christian values of peace and understanding fill your mind, and wash away all worldly woes. Pray for the people of the world that are violent, for they do not have the love of God in them.
Change yourself. For you, your friends, your family, and your soul.