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Finished Mask Pic # 3 by Hentiafan4432 Finished Mask Pic # 3 :iconhentiafan4432:Hentiafan4432 0 0 Finished Mask Pic # 2 by Hentiafan4432 Finished Mask Pic # 2 :iconhentiafan4432:Hentiafan4432 0 2 Finished Mask Pic # 1 by Hentiafan4432 Finished Mask Pic # 1 :iconhentiafan4432:Hentiafan4432 1 0 Plain Mask Pic # 2 by Hentiafan4432 Plain Mask Pic # 2 :iconhentiafan4432:Hentiafan4432 1 0 Plain Mask Pic # 1 by Hentiafan4432 Plain Mask Pic # 1 :iconhentiafan4432:Hentiafan4432 0 0
My Halloween Mask, Before and After Pictures,

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slipknot  by DoubleGx420 slipknot :icondoublegx420:DoubleGx420 1 10 Tribute by silentfuneral Tribute :iconsilentfuneral:silentfuneral 43 16 Randy Rhoads:  Legend by flexster99 Randy Rhoads: Legend :iconflexster99:flexster99 4 0 Randy Rhoads 2 by iloveGunsNRoses Randy Rhoads 2 :iconilovegunsnroses:iloveGunsNRoses 4 1 R. Rhoads by deviantmike423 R. Rhoads :icondeviantmike423:deviantmike423 5 0 Randy Rhoads Stamp 2 by NicoleN22 Randy Rhoads Stamp 2 :iconnicolen22:NicoleN22 3 0 Randy Rhoads Fire by Areisha Randy Rhoads Fire :iconareisha:Areisha 5 1 Randy Rhoads by IGNVS Randy Rhoads :iconignvs:IGNVS 11 12 Randy Rhoads by aerokay Randy Rhoads :iconaerokay:aerokay 6 0 Randy Rhoads Mini Guitar3 Ozzy by MiniGuitars Randy Rhoads Mini Guitar3 Ozzy :iconminiguitars:MiniGuitars 7 0 Randy Rhoads 3 by iloveGunsNRoses Randy Rhoads 3 :iconilovegunsnroses:iloveGunsNRoses 9 1 Randy Rhoads Mini Guitar4 Ozzy by MiniGuitars Randy Rhoads Mini Guitar4 Ozzy :iconminiguitars:MiniGuitars 9 1 Randy Rhoads by mikecook Randy Rhoads :iconmikecook:mikecook 6 2 Randy Rhoads Tribute V Custom by FellDragonMaster Randy Rhoads Tribute V Custom :iconfelldragonmaster:FellDragonMaster 14 1 Randy Rhoads picture by MadCanuckster Randy Rhoads picture :iconmadcanuckster:MadCanuckster 16 17 Randy Rhoads. by ozartist68 Randy Rhoads. :iconozartist68:ozartist68 16 5
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I just really dont know anymore, life has been giving me a wild roller coaster ride.  My job is testing my mental sate, it reminds me how much i hate people in public all the way around.  plus real life problems r getting out of hand, sometimes i wish i could just die but its sad to know if i did no one would really care, watever friends i have left wouldnt even show to my funeral if there is 1, its getting to the point that alcohol isnt curing the pain that much no more.  That is wat i know best to get rid of the problems is to drink ur miserable sorrows away,  Thank god playing bass, electric or classic guitar seems to be helping me distress a lot, the last few months ive been getting musically influenced, still really dont know how to play but teaching myself how to and discovering the guitar is amazing!  I just wish i could of started at a early age playing.  If I ever become a good guitar player i want to learn how to play like the great 1, Randy Rhoads on classic and electric.

Been battling depression the last couple of months has been very stressful on my mind and mental state.  People r starting to think im criminally insane wat i want to do to people.   Trying to keep my cool as long as i can until i cant take it no more.  I know depression kills and that is wats scary about it, people in my family r known to have depression problems.  I need to enjoy the little happy things in life but how can someone be happy when the past comes back to haunt u and old memories of wat used to be back in the day u still remembered, it hurts so bad.  Losing touch with reality and who i am as a human being is difficult too, be different shouldn't be a crime in the eyes of the people in today's society. 

My mind is all fucked up so i apologize for talking random crap if it is, or if it even made since to who ever is reading this.  But at the moment life is treating me good for now, it has its days, its times, its weeks, and months.

Ill try to stay in touch more often

 

 
  • Listening to: Diary Of A Madman (Isolated Guitar) - Randy Rhoads
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Jackson c20 Concert Bass
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Mikes Harder Lemonade

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Hentiafan4432
Bïg Daddy Jïraïya
United States
“Your past is like pieces of a broken mirror. You try to pick them up, but you only end up cutting yourself.” – Max Payne 2

Lets see, about me, I play videogames such as Brutal Legend, Contagion, the BioShock Series, Metro Series, Team Fortress 2, Max Payne Series, and many more,

I Love Horror Culture! Anything that scares the fuck out of people is my thing, watching Horror Movies, Horror Punk Music, basically anything with Horror, Halloween, Blood and Guts kind of thing.


I mostly listen to 80's heavy metal, 80's classic rock, Horror Punk, Glam and Sleaze some 60's, and 70's rock, Metal and some hip-hop and rap (If im in the mood), im usually a rocker/metal type person,

I usually dress as a rocker/punkish biker, most of the time if not all I dress in black, and thats about it,
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Ozzyiommi Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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p4ndor4TheBox Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ty for adding my vigor bottles to your collection :) (Smile) ! btw the mask you've made looks awesome! I've tried making one myself (the pig mask from Amnesia: A Machine For Pigs).... well, so far I've got a big, heavyass papier-machee-ball-something....
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Hentiafan4432 Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015
very nice and ur very welcome!  i like the vigor bottles alot!  i try to make and mostly paint either splicer masks or plague doctor masks in my own style
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superchafe Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanksfave by superchafe  

Also - nice splicer mask by the way!
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Hentiafan4432 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014
thank u very much!  : )
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KuukyTrooper Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014
Hey, thank you for the Fave, means alot!
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Hentiafan4432 Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014
no problem!  : )
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Alenka111 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
~thank you for the fav~
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Hentiafan4432 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014
ur welcome! 
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edwardjmoran Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the favorite!

I have a shop that just opened, and i love it if you could check it out and maybe buy a poster! society6.com/EdwardJMoranII

Thank you :hug:
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