Helvinek

..at how petty some people are. I would think 3-4 years is a good time for a person to experience personal growth and get rid of their baggage from a past life. Well, I'm taking an opportunity to say this to whom it concerns, and I believe they will understand when they read it. I am way past being over everything that happened in our past. From time to time I do think of you, and feel awful for the things I did to you. I was immature, unsure of where I was in life, and had never experienced the level of emotional pain I did then. I did a lot of things I regret deeply, things I am even ashamed to admit! I have thought many times of trying to

Das right. After... 3 years? 4, maybe? Anyway, after x-amount of years after leaving high school, I have decided to finish and get my diploma. I should actually be in bed right now, lawl. But yeah, since I'm 21 now, I could technically just get the pre-requisite credits and go straight to university if I wanted, which I find rather silly. But no, I get to go to adult high school. I'm pretty fucking stoked. What else has happened? Oh, yes.. I dumped my asshole of a bodybuilder boyfriend. (Hooray~) Honestly the most shallow person I've met, ever. And I went back to North Carolina in June to see the person that's had a hold on my heart for t

Idk why I even bother to come on here anymore, but oh well, it's amusing. Anime North is tomorrow! I didn't attend last year because I was too busy working and saving up money for a vacation down to the States, but the this year I'm going and I will be cosplaying.. sort of. 1) It's pink, green and yellow. 2) It's cute. 3) It's a Pokemon. Wait, what? Yes. Albeit an anthropomorphic version of a Pokemon, a.k.a., a gijinka. And if you know me, it isn't hard to guess which Pokemon I am. :P Also this weekend, my boyfriend's in town for his natural bodybuilding competition and I get to go backstage. owo I get to watch oiled up guys posing on s