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Food Diary

Food Diary

2/9/15 1PM: Peanutbutter and Jelly 330 - 2 slices toast - 120 cal - 3 tbs PB&J spread - 210 cal 2PM - Fruit Salad - Approx 100 calories - 1/2 cup of sweet peas - 80 calories ??? - 1 cup Greens Salad - 15 calories 1 Fruit and Grain Bar - 140 calories 1 Granola Bar - 80 calories Total for day - 745 2/10/15 9AM - Fruit Salad - Approx 100 calories Granola Bar - 80 calories Noon - Granola Bar, Chocolate Chip - 100 calories Fruit And Grain Bar - 140 calories

Inspiration

Inspiration

Random pro-ana/ana related lyrics to refer to when hungry "Feeling so easy make me skin and bones I'm always on my knees for you" "Hunger hurts but I want him so bad oh it kills because I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up I got to fold because these hands are just to shaky to hold Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love." "I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul." "Maybe if I skip my dinner make myself pretty and thinner maybe he'll love me and stop looking at the other girls." "On the inside shes dying lying to herself thinking five more pounds

Ana Journal 2/7

Ana Journal 2/7

For a while, I've been thinking about losing some weight, going pro ana again. I believe I'mma start using my DA journal for a ana journal as well. For me is more than just weight loss or the physical parts of it, but the mental parts as well.  The feeling of control and strength I used to get when I was able to resist the hunger.  The rewarding feeling of when a goal is met and watching my body change how I would like it to. The transformation of my body, which I believe could lead to the transformation of my soul. I see the body as a reflection of the soul, A saying I use a lot in my poetry. I've always been unhappy with the way I look, I

Paranormal/Supernatural Themes

Paranormal/Supernatural Themes

Since I've been having a bit of a writers block, I decided to start a themed journal in which I could use the topics for subjects of short stories.  Since I have a overwelming and somewhat addictive interest in the paranormal, I thought it would be interesting for me to do themed stories based on different topics of the supernatural. So below I have listed a number of supernatural and paranormal topics, creatures and spirits which I will write pieces on in the upcoming months and link the piece to the subject below. 1. Haunting 2. Possession 3. Demon Pacts 4. Ghosts 5. Wendijo 6. Echo 7. Wraith 8. Bloody Mary 9. ShapeShifter 10. V
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