I was trying to hitch a ride even though I didn't feel like heading home it was raining and cold so no where else to go All I feel is dark, ripping me apart demons circling around dangerously when she walked by she looked like an angel to me. The demons Quieted up quick and I couldn't think afraid she'd disappear if I happen to blink Mind blank ever since I saw her without a thought I started to follow her... She don't seem to notice me invisible to her like I am to everyone else shes everything I want and every reason I hate myself so beautiful she wouldn't spend a moment on me i ponder this thought as I trail her like her security watch

The dark part of my mind's enough to give to give the devil nightmares Ripping out hearts in visions of my day scares You're pushing the monster that lives within and this beast is not afraid to sin A vodou doll with needles in my mind Poke'em through the eyes even though you're already blind You pissed off the wrong person for the last time. You're bitter 'cause you got nothing left as of late You want God to take you? Tell'em to hurry up so I don't gotta wait You play with fire you'll eat the flame as I burn the doll with your name. Devour you're soul and spit out the shit This is food for death, so go ahead and fucking eat it You wanna be

The one thing that always bothered me is how you explained things. Everything was on a "need to know" level. You basically told me what you thought I needed to know and everything else was secretive or something you'd explain "in time." I was getting more and more nervous and started to wish that I hadn't started speaking to you in the first place.  You said things so bluntly it freaked me out. You explained more about my "gifts" as you called them, which was telekinesis and pyrokinesis. I was completely unaware I even had these abilities, I kept thinking when things would fly off the walls and small fires started in my old apartments it was

Over the following weeks, I no longer feared your visits, no longer was frightened when I saw you in my bedroom at night - instead I felt kind of safe. I still didn't completely trust you, you were a strange person. Or whatever the hell you are.  You lacked emotions, or at least didn't express them and that made me uneasy at times.  The blank, vacant look on your face never seemed to fall, glazed grey eyes staring at me like a empty, bottomless pit. You were very secretive, did not want to talk about much at all. You seemed uncomfortable talking about the afterlife, and almost became angry anytime I asked you about yourself.  Most of our tim

Love them or leave them But if you love them they might leave you Push them away or tell them you need them but if you tell them you may find out they don't need you. Look for them until you find them But you may lose yourself along the way Leave them or love them and stay If you love them enough they might love you again some day.

She wasn't born spineless but now a day she feels weak running in circles just trying to please Begging for love at his feet with bloodshot eyes and scraped knees. She feels pressured to make him love her thinking everyone else is above her She'll turn it all off if it would numb her because it hurts to know he doesn't love her. She waits every night to hear those three words To see love in his eyes But her wishes are never heard and he won't tell anymore lies. She doesn't want to pretend anymore "Lets just be together, or close the door." Because she's tired of being ignored her eyes cast down to the floor. So pull her close or leave her a