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A pile of bad things

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I literally can't bring myself to watch the end of that episode again.

I've typed and re-typed this a million times. I don't know how to word it without getting all TMI and gloomy. I had some problems growing up, and developed some bad habits because of them, and now I just... I don't know what I want from myself. I guess I just got tired of fighting myself and gave up awhile back. These past few months have been particularly bad. I haven't felt like doing... anything, really. I've just become so frustrated with my drawing, and things I used to do for fun just seem pointless, and I've gotten into the really bad habit of running from my problems, and I'm sick all the time and my room looks dumb and the cats always kick me out of my bed and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I just feel so weak.

I'm trying to land a second job. I don't know if I should go on hiatus or, or what.

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