Future is ahead. Past is dead. Presence is going on.
Time to make creations is depending on what do you chosen. To be swallowed by things around you OR to stay and fight.
Too often i am struggling. Too often i left things came so close to me, into me.
Way too far it is gone.
How can i stand Again Straight and full of joy?
Must make art - i know, i have many ideas, i have materials... I lost my energy? Or what is supposed to be this around?
No promises. No plans.
Just do what you can is what resonates inside of my head, my soul. But i am paralysed with inner unability to be concentrated on One thing for longer time.
ADHD in adulthood is fkin freakin. I cannot withstand it longer. And to this, what were broken those all past years is breaking me when i try, when i want to make anything until finish.
No promises. I feel lost and found in same time.
Beside my brother is suffering by unhealing his paranoid schisophrenia - so exhausting.
Enjoy you life, enjoy your freedom, enjoy your energy and might to be as you supposed to be.
For now, good bye.
Listening to: Dragonforce?
Watching: ALiens and Predator and Terminator franchises watc
Playing: ikariam and Galaxy Legion (check Merkabah)
Drinking: water and coffee?