That's true, furries aren't about porn. I should have made that clear. What I meant was that I wanted to place myself in a position where being judgmental about other about what other people like to do wasn't an option because I had done worse. How can I judge someone for wearing a fox tail when I draw animal people having sex! I didn't want the option of saying "Well I just went to a con once, I'm not one of those freaks" when someone gave me shit or made me feel awkward for going to a furcon.
Doing furry porn was my way of burning my bridges to a non-furry world. As I'm now guilty of one of the worst most despised fur-crimes, people give me alotta shit over it. I've even been "Fursicuted" against because of it. But I'm not ashamed, I had a great time and met some amazing people at the cons. I even post my furry art on my deviantart and my website for the world to see and judge me by. So yea, that's what I meant by not wanting to go as an outsider.