Will I ever be the same?

Will I ever be the same?
I ask myself every night
This burning question I ask:
Shall I see first light?

One slip, I made
And in that eternal fall
The pain and the tears
Took it all...

The lies promised
The trust mislead
Would you not see me
Toss in my bed?

Her face is all I see
As I walk these halls
The pain I caused her
Now I heed Their calls

An eternity of slumber
The gift for my mistakes
Don't cry as I depart;
I can't take your heartbreaks

I love you all
Now, please, live as I die
The angels, they come
And lift my soul, as I silently cry