the hate i get, is everywhere. i just started high school, hoping that i wouldnt have to worry about covering scars, but i have to cover them and cuts.
i carry a saftey pin now, its sorta like a saftey blanket thats sharp.
will people see? im wearing 2 braclets that wrap around.
in health we had to fill out a paper, and one question: what would u change about ur self and why?
my answer? id change EVERYTHING. because i HATE MYSELF.
and i really do HATE myself...
i have a anti depressent, i stoped taking it.
i hate the idea that u have to take a pill to be happy.
have i been thinking of suicide since i stoped taking it? yes
i laugh in class pretending, putting that mask back on that ive been hiding under for 3years.
i smile at my teachers, to have them think im okay.
i at least want 1 teacher know im faking it all. so i have someone to go to?
i dont know at the middle school i had 2 teachers to go to.
im thinking about telling a teacher that ive been bullied since 2nd grade
and that in t