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Au Revoir
Au revoir Whenever I say goodbye I always seem to see them again Its when I don't that they go forever Bean in that meat grinder I say never again Never,Never Now i've seen but its getting fainter fainter I hope im still here to see it So many things I could put here but this is the thousanth time and they telling me it doesnt matter just to throw it out there because the timing is right on time I've lost hope until my eggs drop Then im drowning in it my fingertips right on it even though its not there Now. We all have our limits and that is scary, I never took the bait found out i was just like him so he left me i only hound until you sho
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All the same
Angels With demon souls Look look look they say bleed because I wont ever let you in Thankyou for making me hate you its nice to feel numb fires that you started have burnt everything inside right out cleansed me into nothing All angels look the same dark dark hair hurting souls See, I can feel your red liquid, boiling everyone else just sees your earthy rock You, made me, turn me into the devil 'Who was I good for' I still think I am justified But they scream that Im a truely awful being
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Avril 14th
I miss ignorance Summers days of serenity Dreaming of how neat and tidy the future would be When I became fully grown Eighteen, twenty one, twenty three? I see where this is heading Life has always just begun and is always beginning Until it's ending Oh Fool, what are you running to Nothing will hold you Like your being held now You'll beg Just five minutes longer But shes already gone Ran down that dirt track Screaming silently IM MORE THAN THIS They heard you So signed you up for this dark Dark Fantasy Now that your out in the cold You thought you had no armor Until they took your gold illusions built on illusions built on illusions
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Drinking from the mouth
I said 'Why are you bleeding from your mouth' He just smiles and invites me to taste and then I started to bleed too'
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Hector
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I'm in love with my killer
I'm going, I said ' Get me there' They said ' We thought you'd never ask' They tortured me out of love I slept with death I learned that fear only wants to be loved I'm in love with my killer I never fell for his innocence in the summer Just his brotherly charm, & the gold in his soul behind those eyes. He cuts me up, without touch or words; Am I afraid? I no longer want to hurt, I swam, I ran, but it wont work when he loves me in my dreams, I'm not strong enough to fight the dream. He says he doesn't remember me but I've got a portal into his subtlety, Your coughing blood just like me, put my mouth on your mouth and we'll drink eternally
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Desert Dream
She wore black and danced in every desert dream Colours pored from her arms as they became rainbow cobras She changed to Gold and danced in every desert dream Keep calling Bring them back Light the fire Loamy faces Toss the head Our canoe A private dance for the river and for you Its overly blurry, my amnesia This fever, is fading? Am I still dreaming? Remember, when our eyes would change When the world died overnight We ran riot through the castles They hunted us And we laughed at rabid rabbits hunting the lions His pale pale body Changing from bronze to white I had to carry you Onto the table A bloody river A bloo
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Au Revoir
Au revoir Whenever I say goodbye I always seem to see them again Its when I don't that they go forever Bean in that meat grinder I say never again Never,Never Now i've seen but its getting fainter fainter I hope im still here to see it So many things I could put here but this is the thousanth time and they telling me it doesnt matter just to throw it out there because the timing is right on time I've lost hope until my eggs drop Then im drowning in it my fingertips right on it even though its not there Now. We all have our limits and that is scary, I never took the bait found out i was just like him so he left me i only hound until you sho
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All the same
Angels With demon souls Look look look they say bleed because I wont ever let you in Thankyou for making me hate you its nice to feel numb fires that you started have burnt everything inside right out cleansed me into nothing All angels look the same dark dark hair hurting souls See, I can feel your red liquid, boiling everyone else just sees your earthy rock You, made me, turn me into the devil 'Who was I good for' I still think I am justified But they scream that Im a truely awful being
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Avril 14th
I miss ignorance Summers days of serenity Dreaming of how neat and tidy the future would be When I became fully grown Eighteen, twenty one, twenty three? I see where this is heading Life has always just begun and is always beginning Until it's ending Oh Fool, what are you running to Nothing will hold you Like your being held now You'll beg Just five minutes longer But shes already gone Ran down that dirt track Screaming silently IM MORE THAN THIS They heard you So signed you up for this dark Dark Fantasy Now that your out in the cold You thought you had no armor Until they took your gold illusions built on illusions built on illusions
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Drinking from the mouth
I said 'Why are you bleeding from your mouth' He just smiles and invites me to taste and then I started to bleed too'
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Hector
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I'm in love with my killer
I'm going, I said ' Get me there' They said ' We thought you'd never ask' They tortured me out of love I slept with death I learned that fear only wants to be loved I'm in love with my killer I never fell for his innocence in the summer Just his brotherly charm, & the gold in his soul behind those eyes. He cuts me up, without touch or words; Am I afraid? I no longer want to hurt, I swam, I ran, but it wont work when he loves me in my dreams, I'm not strong enough to fight the dream. He says he doesn't remember me but I've got a portal into his subtlety, Your coughing blood just like me, put my mouth on your mouth and we'll drink eternally
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Desert Dream
She wore black and danced in every desert dream Colours pored from her arms as they became rainbow cobras She changed to Gold and danced in every desert dream Keep calling Bring them back Light the fire Loamy faces Toss the head Our canoe A private dance for the river and for you Its overly blurry, my amnesia This fever, is fading? Am I still dreaming? Remember, when our eyes would change When the world died overnight We ran riot through the castles They hunted us And we laughed at rabid rabbits hunting the lions His pale pale body Changing from bronze to white I had to carry you Onto the table A bloody river A bloo
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I want earth to only contain good honest people
Screw you all but thankyou for the lessons & reflections But you undo kindness of a lifetime by doing one evil deed but you dont get it, you just dont get it we are too different now I erase everything so you wont find me fed up of guarding the door everynight conjuring violence up just incase I need it My fairy is sick I know who I am And this is not it So goodbye Lick the black soot from the pavements I will run through meadows And come back for them I need a break from this war I dont know if this is me out forever or until... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ej3SmDScjjY
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Woe is me, alcohol is happy, my biography, tra le
I only write journals when I am under the influence of something. I drank some  rum early, the cheapest most digusting rum ever, the last time I drank it I threw it back up when I was trying to swollow it and it went on my pillow, I felt trashy and unhygenic. I dont enjoy drinking alcohol. I enjoy some of the effects, the fact that I feel like im not directly in my body and floating around some place else warm and comfy, any pain I had floats away and I become a really nice person, talkative and the whole room enjoys me, im not sure whether thats because I really do become so nice and cheerful and funny, or whether im that drunk im making a
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Who is on Facebook?
I havnt been on here for a long time and dont get much time on the internet so spend more time on FB than anything else, if you are on FB I would love to add you if you want me to do that is ;) either give me your name in the comments of PM me
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Black-Sun-Frau|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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hastsmak| General Artist
Your welcome :D
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i forgot why i messseged you, but uhhh, someone i know needs a lil help, if you could help them that wud be good, someone on here
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hastsmak| General Artist
What kind of help?
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I fogot abt what i needed help for, uhhh i think someone i know is trying to draw for money, but..... i mmmmmmmm a have to get to back to u on that, well u might wana forget
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hastsmak| General Artist
Haha okay.... :)
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Rosie-chan17 , is here name, she running a anime contest thingy, she need help running it, i wud help her myself, but im low on time right now, so if u cud help that wud be good, if not i understand, mention my name, when you say something to her, 
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