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I see that last time I put in a journal entry it was mostly about depression. Well, I tried a couple of anti-depressants during the last year. The first one worked eventually but it messed with my brain for a few weeks to start with and left me feeling very ill and disorientated. Some side effects stayed throughout so I decided to come off of that drug even though friends saw a definite improvement in my mood. I had to reduce it over about three weeks before I could try another option. The second drug took about three months to show signs of working but I persevered as there were no adverse side effects. The change was subtle and I wasn't really sure it was doing anything for quite a while, but finally I feel like I've come out of a dark cloud. I was there for a couple of years though. Generally I'm feeling more upbeat and more capable of sorting out my life and achieving things. I hope I can keep the black dog at bay.
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CivilWarLaserGuns's avatar
Congrats! I wish you the best, that's wonderful news. :)
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PaulHanley's avatar
Glad to hear it, man! :)  I've had friends who've struggled for almost a decade to find just the right balance with medication.  One that actually gets the job done right is a rare and precious thing. 
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ovenofshame|Hobbyist Artist
totally empathise with this the antidepressants didn't work for me either, i think i'm at the same point confidence is re-building getting myself back on track.
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A-Chenery|Hobbyist Writer
Best of luck with it, glad to hear the meds are working right.
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Glad you were able to find a medicine that helped. 
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Luinemarelda| General Artist
<3 <3 glad it is helping
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Kasterborous's avatar
I know how this feels. I've been on antidepressants for three years now. Despite the side effects it's probably worth it since I can now function day-to-day. I'd rather not be on them, but I don't think I have that option at the moment.
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I've had depression for what the docs thinks virtually all my life, I am at my best now, so there is always hope , even if not an actual end. live for and try to remember the good days
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glad to hear it!
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Arcalian's avatar
Hang in there!  Your art is amazing.
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Willzilla1978|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey,

I've been through something very similar. It does get better, and with a little work it can stay better.

Love your work.
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