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I know I've said this several times before, but I'm actually pretty moved over to that account now except for some people I want to rewatch.
So if I don't reply to comments, if I seem pretty dead, it's because this is not where I'm at.
In fact, there is a whole buttload of new art over on my accont Right now</b>
So go, if you want to fallow me, I'll be there. If not, It's been a good three, four years on this account with yall. I love all yall quite a lot, and I hope to see you on the flip side.

~Courtney JoAnne

Last week I went to a choir camp.
It was one of the most amazing experiences I've ever had.
It touched me in a lot of ways, it made me cry.
I made more friends there than I have ever had in my whole lifetime.

My friend took a picture of me while I was up there, and I remember it was the first time in a long time when I looked at a picture and thought I was beautiful.

And I just wanted everyone else to know that they are too.

~Courtney JoAnne

Okay, I love Hetalia. I do. It's not hard to see if you talk to me, look through my doodles,on my homework, or on my fanfiction account. I love Hetalia.
What I don't love is the fandom. The rude, inconsiderate, loud, obnoxious fandom.
Oh how I hate fandoms in general.
I'm not being leetist or anything, and well, if I am well I don't care. I've been in this fandom for three and a half years, and I've always had the same issues. It's just getting more and more on my nerves as more and more people jump on the hetalia lover bandwagon.
I know it won't change anything but good Gods on high, I need to let this out.

First:
This is the one that is bothering me the most, so this comes first.

These are NOT just characters from a story. These are real countries, with real people in them. People who, more often than not, DON'T fall under the stereotypes the characters are modeled after in the Hetalia storyline. These countries have real problems, real heartbreaking situations, and these things should be respected.
They should NOT be played upon for fangirl fantasies.
It bothers the hell out of me.
Like right after the Japanese earthquake for example. I go on to fanfiction.net and what do I find? So many fanfictions based around the situation it's not even funny. And the worst ones are when it's not just comfort fics, but its freaking comfort sex fics.
It's the most inappropriate response to a heartbraking situation I can imagine. I remember I couldn't even fathom what was going through these peoples heads.
It was the same with the Haiti earthquake, where afterwords a million and two Haiti fancharacters popped up.
It's just so inappropriate.
Give it time. In fact, just don't do it.
Respect the people of these countries, and their losses and their pain.

Second:
History. It's what makes a country a country. It's something people take pride in when it comes to their nationality.
It's something someone should respect.
Again, it's something that should not be used to satisfy some sick fangirls sexual pleasure.

" But all of Hetalia is making fun of history, you can't say that!"

Why yes I can. While the line is blurry in the Hetalia universe about what is apropriate and what is not, I find it really insulting when people take heartbreaking situations and turn them into a smut fantasy. Hetalia makes fun of stereotypes during that time period, it does not make two countries go at each other in a tent while millions are dieing around them. It doesn't make light of the death of thousands in some of the worlds biggest disasters.
And really, if you insist upon doing stuff like that, at least make it respectful. What if that was your country? (Wait scratch that for most American fans, that doesn't normally affect them. =_=;;; )

Third:
While this goes for any fandom, I have found it really, REALLY</b> prominent in the Hetalia fandom as it grows more and more.

If someone doesn't like your pairing, don't freaking whine about it.
Don't whine about how wrong you think it is, don't whine about how other pairings are so much better. Beleive it or not, people have different opinions than you, and like you would in real life, you respect other's opinions. Golden Rule Yo.
And really, if you think about it, you shouldn't be pairing together countries in the first place.

....
That's really it.
I had to get it all out. I'm sorry.
It's not like it's gonna affect anything though. Only people who will agree with me are gonna even comment or read thsi at all.
........

Also I'm sick of all the obbessive Russia fans. It's creepy. Stop pulling a Belarus and get some help, because it's not healthy to be obbessing over and mimicing a lot of the habits of the Russia in the fandom.

~ Courtney JoAnne

As if you don't hear from me often enough, here I am in your inbox again.

Well Summer started for me yesterday, so hopefully, I will be able to do more.
I have a feeling  will be able to.

Ew this quesadilla is nasty. Not nearly as good as the one I ate yesterday. I'm gonna punch whoever made this at taco hell.
-noms on it anyway-

The fallowing is something I don't really want anyone to read, but it's kinda a vent so I'm keeping it there. So I just striked it out. It doesn't do much, people can stil read it. But it doesn'treally matter. So uh... ignore it. The quick cap is that I am kinda not happy right now, though it will go away.

I love you all though. I'm gonna be putting up more ths summer. Moving to my other account. Finishing up my Micronation website. Trying to finish either of my novels.

But right now, I'm going to a birthday.
So bye.


This is Rant/Vent. Ignore
Anywho,  I know most of my summer is normally taken up by my friends, but I don't know how much will be this summer.
As much as I love my friends, I'm truthfully begining to just... not want to be around them. I love them so much, but whenever they are around I feel strange, not in a good way. just discontented. Well actually, I'm normally okay when they are around, but it's just when they leave. Well actually I guess it's kinda both. I don't know.
I love it when they are around, I love it when they leave. I hate it when they are around. I hate it when they leave.
This will probably go away. Hopefully. I'm just being depressing right now. But really, I don't have any vents anymore. One of my friends doesn't want to hear it, one of my friends doesn't care, if I told one of my friends, she'd cry, and my last vent, I feel horrible for dumping on her all the time, so I've kinda just... stopped. I guess it's not a good thing. I wanna put more but there are certain people on here who I don't want to know more. So. Uh. This is my vent.

Back from Canada eh


see you in two weeks.

Also I'm gonna be moving over to this summer, so if you want to fallow, you may stalk me there