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All That Was Means Nothing Here
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Psychedelic Warrior

I warned her... when my brain kicks back on, things get ugly. Days blurred under drugs: mescaline, DMT, sedatives, barbiturates, propofol. I couldn’t track what I took or what kept spinning in my head. Expected weirdness? Sure. Maybe a few hallucinations. This was different. The apartment looked like a savage animal had destroyed it. Blood. Brain matter. Intestines. Ghastly. I checked my body. Arms and legs. Half-sure I’d torn myself open. Fine. No wounds. The smell was metallic and rotten, thick enough to gag. What had I done? My memory was fried...static, glitches, flashes of violence and mayhem with no story behind them. I walked ... barefoot, feeling the floor cling to me, while shards of glass pierced deep into my feet. That now resembled raw shredded meat. No witnesses. No answers. No one else around. Just me stumbling through the mess. I braced for sirens or a knock at the door, but nothing came. Only the fridge humming'. Not a crime scene. Just my

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Descent into Madness

It has returned In the dark silence I sense its presence Watching me Stalking me Mocking me Just like before Lurching in the stillness Hiding behind every turn Staring menacingly It crawls near me whispering of invisible worlds “You’ve ignored me for too long,” its raspy voice exclaims. “I frightened you when you were young so, you simply pretended I wasn’t there For all these many lonely years. I was always near" "Now you’re old and you can ignore me no more” The fear crawls inside me but it no longer trouble’s me I feel myself shattering into a million pieces but becoming a part of a million more I sense comfort and strange familiarity of a forgotten home Slithering softly by my window-seal searching for a crack to float through Its mist mingles and lingers with the steam of my morning coffee There's something inside of us that we're all trying to destroy An apparition, phantom presence that we're trying desperately to ignore It mockingly stares back at me from the

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