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You humans throw your lives away for nothing

HanzuKing

Published: Jul 8, 2018

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Old art already hihih. Envy is just my favourite character from Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood.. I adore him.

I made cosplay of him years ago, when I did my first cosplay...
But didn't want to use it so I threw it away. Didn't want to show my body to people.
NOW I made new Envy cosplay, with a wig and everything. I love it already, want to use it in some con.
(I made a lot of longer text in instagram but ONLY IN FINNISH SORRY. I couldn't find right words in english so XD)
But back then I was underweight, i couldn't watch myself in mirror and all those sad things.
People praised me. Like I was thin and this was what everyone wanted to be. So I needed to be happy?
But oh hell yeah I wasn't. That was time when I did my first Envy cosplay.
After 6 years, I reached my ideal body AND I FINALLY WEIGHT 60 KILOGRAMS.
THIS TOOK 6 YEARS TO GET 20 KILOGRAMS. DO YOU UNDERSTAND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH i'm so happy.
Here link to da pic of it www.instagram.com/p/BhWelZKhTe…

Point of this crying :
I want to say you don't need to be skinny to be happy.
You can be whatever you want, in what kind of body you have. And still you can love it.
And I hope everyone else would stop judging people by their looks.
All of us doesn't have same kind of ideal body.
I love THICC but I love skinny bodies too.
Just wanted to have something around my bones. Not much.

Why I always talk so much while I upload new/old art in here?
I need some social life. maybe.

nah

Envy - Fullmetal Alchemist (c) Hiromu Arakawa
Art made by me

Used : Pigma Micron liners / Promarkers / Derwent Inktense pencils / some gel pens / Gelly Roll 08 Sakura White - Japan

Image size

4043x5747px 18.03 MB

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SleepingAyumu

Jul 9, 2018

_{Ahhh Envy!! I used to be so in love with him ;-;}

_{Also ugh, the body shaming theme is all too real for me. Only, unlike you, I have a tendency to gain weight FAST. I've been bullied majority of my life for being 'fat', although I never truly was. :') It got mega severe when puberty hit and curves started forming, and it didn't help my case it started earlier than to other girls in my class. .-.}

_{I've developed an eating disorder and had several relapses during recovery, and it is still something I have to be very careful about not to let myself go again. Funnily, in past 5 or so years I've learned my body and my curves are actually something people call goals, though as a person who suffered for so many years and only knew how to hate her body, I struggle a lot. ;-;}

_{Nowadays I'm well toned as I work out a lot and intensively, though I still got the curves. While my boyfriend keeps telling me I have the best ass he's ever touched (sorry for tmi xD), I still hate my body for, well, not being just bones. .-.}