My friend was murdered brutally in end of January.
I thought I would never survive of this year... I have been really anguished, sad and angry.
Every day I think her, what bright future we would have in that group. Now we lost something important..
But still here I am. Walking forward with my tired legs.
Like you see, my year started really badly.
But still this year was amazing.
I have finally found my style to draw ('anime' style + my 'own' realistic style)
With my art, people find me from internet. And soon we start talkin' and shit happens - then we're best friends.
I have been doing a lot commission works and got a lot money with that. Art isn't just hobby for me, it's really now some kind work to me.
Of course, I have met awesome people with my cosplay too. When I got my Edward Kenway ready and went to Desucon, I met a lot awesome people and got new friends.
I have been really afraid to show my cosplays to everyone. I think someone doesn't like it because I don't look like the character really looks or there's something wrong.
People really loved my Edward costume and it made me so happy. I have so much self-confidence! I'm not afraid to do what I want.
Then I was in Tracon X, met more people. I got more commission works to do and inspired to more than one cosplay in next year.
Yohio and his band members liked my costume too: it was crazy! I thought I was the fangirl, but they was REALLY EXCITED to see my costume and omg.
Then there was Nippori. I won two cosplay contests with my Edward Kenway costume. Still can't believe it.
But I know, my Edward Kenway costume isn't going to be forgotten in my closet.. I would be nothing without it.
From the Desucon I got so important girl in my life. I got really my best friend. I know she is the one who I can tell everything what I'm thinking. I don't have to be scared she starts to think I'm some kind of idiot or something. She is my "penis brother" (She says so. :3) Maybe we just have to lost something important to get something more important to our life.
With D.Gray-man and Assassin's creed I have got so many friends.
You don't know who happy I am, even have been through all the bad things that brings me back down.
We stand together, even we are alone.
Thank you for being my friend and reading this.
Let's make 2016 much better than this ! ;v;