hannah-leah

I gave up on love. but at the same time I want some for myself. I'm fine by myself. and yet I picture my life with somebody else. is this natural? is it love? have I finally found it? or is it not real? a myth a story a fake? is this what love feels like? I want to never love again. but yet I find myself yearning for more. is this love? have I finally found it? yes, I have. I am in love.

nothing can express the anger I feel inside. right now, I've got nothing to hide. I'm gonna let it all out; right here, right now. don't try to act confused, and like you don't know how. " how could I do this to you, when we've had so much fun?" well I'll tell you why, it's because I'm no longer #1. I've been replaced. ya, I'll tell it to your face. you're such a disgrace. I don't want to hear your lies, so tell me the truth, and I'll leave you alone. tell it to my face, so that I can go home. no? your gonna keep lying? well then, we're through. cuz I gotta go home, and she's still waiting for you. good-bye!

I am: Alone and untouched. Unloved and unsolved. Dying but living Taking not giving. Lonely and lying Imperfect and trying..... To be forgiving To everyone in my life. Because they can't see, That this is really me. They only want me to be, What they want to believe. They will never see that, I-am-me.

You don't know me, You can't see me. But I'm blinded, By your beauty. I look at you, And your eyes seduce me. But that is not what, Separates you apart. It is because of the kindness, And love in your heart. Which I so ache to hold in my hands. For you to be in my arms. But how is this possible When you don't know me? And you can't see me? And YOU'RE not blinded, By MY beauty. My love, my only. Why don't you know me? Please forgive me, Because I've fallen in love. With you.

my only wish, is that this one kiss, can make you hold me once more. and if this, is what you miss, than what are you waiting for?

I love no one. And no one loves me. It's true. It's not because of you, It's because of me. I'm not happy. With myself, Or with anybody else. It's true. But it's not because of you. Yes it is, I lied. It's because of you. Because you knew… That I loved you. So you ran. I understand. No I don't. At all. You made me fall, And hit the ground. Without a sound. Because I am nothing, Nothing to you. It's true, And it's not because of you. It's because of me. And no one sees, What this is doing to me. Because they cannot tell, Because I lie too well… To them, To you, And to everyone I knew. It's true, But it's not

My throat runs dry As I realize what your about to say. I try to think of words That will make you stay. But somehow I can't think Of anything but you. I tell myself that somehow What you're saying won't come true. That this is all a nightmare A dream without an end. But then I hear you tell me That we'd be better off friends. And then I realize it's not a dream That this is really true. I realize then that this is all happening I try to say, I love you. But then my throat runs dry And I suddenly can't see. Cuz all these tears in my eyes Are suddenly blinding me. But then you stop talking And you watch me cry. And then I

I love you His eyes were as blue as my heart was when i realized that he'd never know I wish i could tell you How much i love him How much i want him How much i need him How much I love you I want him to know how hard it is to supress my love My passion i want him to know that every breath he takes But my love makes it harder for me to breath I want to live I need to let go But half my heart still believes that your love Is one-sided is all for me But i know that's not true I'm just talking about myself My love is all for you And that's why I'll never let go Of you Of this fairytale that you love me For my fairytale is far better t

I hate it how passion always gets in the way of reason. and everything I feel I have no way to know it's real. and everything you feel for me could just be what i want to believe. that this is all pretend. and you are just my friend...

I open my eyes slowly as my alarm clock comes into focus.  It's 2:37 in the morning.  I ask myself why I got up so soon, and the sheets rustle.  It's you.  The question as to why I got up so early has already been answered.  You're tossing and turning and your eyes are moving.  I turn around under the sheets and watch you.  You have no idea what is going on, and I don't like it.  You start crying out in your restless sleep.  I start to get worried.  What is going on?  It could be a nightmare, but I know it's more than that.  You start shaking; I try to wake you up.  But you can't wake up; you're stuck in your own little world; oblivious to wh

She felt that he was watching but didn't dare to look into his blue eyes. She had just got to know him better and was feeling really good about their relationship. He was so different. He laughed, smiled, grinned most of the time. Right at the beginning of their getting to know each other, he had told her openly of his life like no one had done before him. Great misfortunes and disappointments seemed to control his life but despite of that,  he seemed to be the happiest and most satisfied man she had ever met. She was fascinated. The contented calmness his eyes communicated and his honest way with everything were things she had searched for f